Locked in the cells of memories

黑夜将城市笼罩 想念蔓延在细胞
想妳的拥抱 妳的微笑 想到快要疯掉
爱妳到莫名其妙 上了瘾无可救药
没有妳 会死掉

我不再开心的笑 痛苦在胸口燃烧
在妳离开以后 寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告 才掉进妳的圈套
现在知道 却放不掉 世界慢慢的变老

戒不掉对妳的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗
相思的煎熬

戒不掉妳对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对妳的依靠

我不再开心的笑 痛苦在胸口燃烧
在妳离开以后 寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告 才掉进妳的圈套
现在知道 却放不掉 世界慢慢的变老

戒不掉对妳的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗
相思的煎熬

戒不掉妳对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃

戒不掉对妳的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗
相思的煎熬

戒不掉妳对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃

就是戒不掉对妳的依靠
就是戒不掉妳对我的好

The show came to an end， together with my dose of anesthetizer.
The addiction is as strong as the void in every lonely evening.

Refuge

Am I nothing but a refugee camp?
Or even a hotel?

Time was unfreezed that night. Hopefully, it would stay this way.
However much I wish to keep it the way it was, it would never let me.

Its just so ironic. They don't need me, yet they do.
What do you want of me?

I am tired of this guessing game.

Tomorrow will mark 78 absolute days left in the service. I am starting to give some serious thought to what I want to do before I go into my studies. If anyone got any job offers for the next half year can let me know. Anyway, I might not go into teaching afterall, was thinking of counseling. But, I still thinking about it.

Have you ever had the urge of picking up your phone to call someone, to share your joy or sadness if otherwise? But, what if you don't have someone that you could call?