It's a long time since I posted an entry. Well, this semester hasn't been the best one and I don't really look forward to receiving my results in Dec. But, it's too late to whine about it and I guess the best is not to let it happen again.
The last time I left off was in Aug, but I don't think there was much happening since there, nothing major. Exams are over and here comes the year end frenzy at Elsevier. But, I am not complaining, because I really like it there.
Recently, I made a promise to lose weigh and I even bought a weighing machine to make myself commit. I hope my willpower last enough for anything to take effect and maybe I could transfer the determination to my studies.
These few days was so enjoyable. I got to meet up with people, watch movies and just sit around without feeling guilty. In a few hours time(not exactly), I will be heading back to DI(finally). I really miss those days when I was in army when almost everything was about dance.
For now, I should just sit back relax and enjoy the breeze before I face the music.
I don't know when did it go away, but it did. I am at peace and I feel glad. In front of my computer, I wonder if you feel the same way. But, I guess you might never realize it, you never did. But, it's alright. I am fine now. Life is better. I have gotten stronger. I hope you are happy with how things are. Although, I won't say I will still be the same if you ever needed me again, I will still be here.
Everything is reversed in your world. I seem to be walking backwards around you. I feel silly, but I am happy. It's a happy place to be. Maybe the day will come when I turn around facing you, maybe it won't come. But, let's just stop at this beautiful moment for now.
My arms are wide open, I am ready to embrace the world.
I am just waiting for something for me to hold tight.
I call out to you and watch time pass me by.
If you can hear my call, I am here.
