ma fan

today,first day of sch...haha...nth muc la...
den after sch wan to go home le...den saw j&j...den ask dem wan to go home together a not...den as ususal dey cannot make deir desicion...den dey say ask mi wait for a while...wait lor...den i go do hw first...den after lik 5 mins dey say dey wan to go liao...-_-""...den deir all ask mi faster...hey hu was the one waiting lor...den when we were walking to the bus stop...jolene so its still veri early...den i said go walk walk lor...mi n my big mouth...den dey pull mi to ginza walk walk lor...den after tt go home le lor...cant stand dem sia...
haha...yt,juz now u ask mi how i stand dem...gd qn...i oso duno...mayb coz i dun wan to go home alone ba...haha...but anyway i manage to put up wit dem sum how...:P...
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24hr{S}a{E}
today,ms norrita photo copied sum crap by an ex nus student...den there was one sentence saying "denial prolongs sturggle"...this quote sort of applies to our lives...for example u r weak at a subject but i dun wan to admit it...n act as if nth wrong...den u will suffer while sturggling wit it lor...so sumtimes we shld admit wat is right lor...but sumtimes there r things tt u hav to denial...for example ur teacher suspects tt u hav a relationship wit sumone...one day he/she asks u abt it...r u goin to tell her the truth...no rite...if u do u will get into my trouble den juz to struggle wit it...so u muz no how to judge wat is the correct thing to do at the certain pt of time...all this cum wit experience...so dun expect urself to always mak the correct desicion...
msg of the day:denial prolongs struggle

weird ppl

today,goin for haircut...den actually not goin out one...but since torment ask le...go lor...den after hair cut go meet him at library lor...den there got one guy reading a bk...den got one kid sit in front of him do hw...den tt boy got prob wat so go ask his mother...but his mother oso duno...den tt guy offer to help lor...haha...den after tt intro the auntie to send her son to a remedial center...haha...but its free...but hu noes if he will hack the auntie sum other way...
den go to cc actually wan to play bball...but den go volleyball practice there...sianz...den go sit down lor...den torment start to do hw again lor...den got one boy cum di siao...torment almost went crazy...haha...lucky he didn抰...
den go makan lor...den I wan go home le...so cannot pei torment le...sori hor...
dis is the second time I writing this coz when I wan to save the entry...od down sia...sianz...I type so long sia...den summore I cant cut n paste coz I lost the site when I click save...
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24hr{S}a{E}
today got nth muc happen so nth muc to write卻o I write sth abt myself卻um of u hav been asking mi y life is sad...it抯 a veri long story lor卋ut basically is I normally dun tell my friends abt these things wich I said in the last entry...den its lik everything store up lor...den if I get angry or sad everything cum back lor...so if u cum n fan mi summore u will not hao guo lor...but I try to ren lor卋ut everyone has limit one ma...in my secondary sch days I hav not really gotten angry b4...ya mao, even those u c b4 is counted as mild ones oredi...so those ppl tt I dislik shld b thankful tt I hav such endurance...I m not bragging lor...If I did not hav such endurance a lot ppl would hav tio liao...
msg of the day:bai ren chen jin(4/7 motto)

sianz...

today,wake up quite early...8+ ba...so tired...slept 2+...haha...sum shld no y...;)...
den watch tv lor...den later eat sum biscuit for breakfast...den later...in the afternoon eat instant noodle...den do hw lor...so tired...*yawns*...den go sleep for a while lor...
den my mother cum back liao...haha...den crap a bit wit her will she ironing clothes lor...haha...
today,so sianz...haiz wan to go out study but nobody pei mi sianz...so nv go lor...mao & sam one too tired to cum out the other one cannot cum out...haha...dun wori i nv blame u 2...haha...
o ya...btw...ppl w/o od leaving notes...pls state ur name...
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24hr{S}a{E}
today,i would lik to 10 those hu leave those notes yesterday...u all r the best man...haha...its gd to hav friends...anyway...i tink u all shld no tt sumtimes i got prob wan to share but cannot share wit sum of u all...no offense hor...but its lik i dun tink u all will no wat to do...tell u all onli hai u all onli...make u all feel sad n even make u all feel bad tt u all cant help...so i hav to find certain ppl for prob... haha... but feel left out...all of u r always in my heart...anyway dun need to wori la...coz i will at least tell it to one person lor...to at least feel better...n hu even tt person might b 10z in advance...haha...
msg of the day:everything might seem bad for u,but remember ur friends r all always dere for u...

sway

today,morning got up early for pe remedial. den today last day le ma...pia lor...but haiz still fail...16+...haha lose to my previous record...14+...haha...
den go read comic will waitin for the guys to play bball...haha...sec 4 dancers vs the others...tie game...haha...64:64...anyway abt the dance ppl cannot play bball hor...actually is cannot one wat...but den if u still wan to play hu can stop u...u can always play outside...anyway for mi i no my limits wat...haha...anyway i play so lan veri hard to injuried...juz bcareful lor...dun let ani accident happen lor...haha...but mayb sch reopen i wun b playing le...haha...o lvl wat...
den after tt we found tt we lost mao hp...den we all panic lor...den mao cancel the line first lor...den make police report lor...wao lao...one of the police man so guai lan wao lao...he tell mao tell mi pay can le no need make report...den he say "hp veri cheap de...now got promotion"tok cok sia...w/o plan so ex...mao tt hp w/o plan is 300 when wit is 100+ onli...kao duno wat kind of police man...disgrace...den after dance found it under kelvin bag...-_-"...nvm la...lucky nv realli lost...
den after tt during dance... i put the metal pole by the side...den i nv put properly lor...den fall down n hit bei ning...i so chan kui...sori hor...i did not mean it...sori...
den after tt pei j&j go ginza again lor...sianz...almost the same things happen lor...except tt this time jolene nv drop things...den at the bus stop got 2 softball de no dey all wat...den use those squirt water bottles n squirt at dem...den tio mi lor...den i chao bu song...den i say dey childish...den after tt janice when wan to get down tt time dey still dare to ask my class...cum find mi ar...i scare ar...cum la...for deir info my class n 4/6 is gather le all the bengz lor...dey wan can try to attack mi lor...i oso got contact one hor...
den after tt pei torment lor...his mood still not veri gd...cheerx la...haha...den he cum my house play play lor...den juz went home...haha...
den today my body a lot place injuried...waist...wrist...arm...calf...wao lao...so pain...sianz...mayb coz the whole week not run den play bball lor...n got dance too...
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24hr{S}a{E}
today, lik got nth tt can say in this coloumn lor...but actually hor i today realli in veri veri bad mood lor...juz tt nv show onli...plus i got so mani sway things happen to mi...haiz duno wat to say...but at least got one person manage to cheer mi up a bit...u shld no hu u r lor...i dun wan to say name...haha...
msg of the day:when u hav the chance,grab it if not u will regret it...turst mi...

troublesum ppl(j&j)

today, i didnt hav to wake up early but den my stupid bro go wake up say wat eat breakfast...den wake up lor...
meeting mao at 10.30...den go play bball...
den after tt cum back sch go the gals dance practice n oso help the sec 3 ppl do the gd luck card for other sch...den after tt ms tan say wan to fa the sec 1 gals for disobidence...den she say fa sit-up...haha so i fa lor...haha...but den i nv warm up den stomach muscle cramp...
den after tt in the afternoon...dance lor...haha...today mr low not as angry le...but honestly i can tell u all t mr low is not sattisfied one lor...haha i can c one...wat he diao today lik no effect...haha...mayb the xiao wan pi ppl veri tired ba...duno...tml c lor... i help neither will i nor mr low b disappointed...jia you...n da bian ppl we oso muz keep up to yesterday's standard n do even better...i no we can do it...
den after dance wan to go home le...jolene n janice call mi peh dem go ginza buy bubble tea b4 go home...ok lor...n i had to miss the bus...den tts not all...jolene leg injured...walk so dam slow...haiz...den on the way raymond,terrence n jen wei kept on trying to steal the bball from mi...den block ppl way...so pai seh...den after tt buy le bubble tea...wan to go back le...b4 we go mao lend mi the yugi-oh he juz got...10z man...haha...den we go take bus lor...den the bus cum le... tt stupid jolene duno doin wat...she drop everything...den the bus hav to wait for her...
wao lao...juz now i juz discover tt one of my hp accessories juz broke...
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24hr{S}a{E}
today, i hav to apologise to the ppl whom i help yesterday...u shld no hu u r la...i no i had promised u all tt i dun tell anione abt ur things...but den my mother ask mi y yesterday i slept so late so i bo bian tell her tt i was helpin u guys...den she ask mi wat r the prob den i oso bo bian tell her lor...i hope u all can understand n forgive mi...anyway she is not goin to tell anione or wat wat...anyway she doesnt even no u all so...n after i told her...she oso tell mi to giv u all sum advise...haha...surprisingly she said the same things as i did...haha...lik mother lik son...haha...so take care ba u all...n torment i tell u hor u realli no need to sad one...u shld put ur priority on ur studies now since the o lvl is cuming...
msg of the day:when sumone is sad,he/she becumz a one way air vow(haha duno the speeling),he/she will normally tink the negative way,until he/she calms down...

dun push mi to the edge or u will regret

morning wake up early again...got pe remedial wat...haiz...den run until i wan to die...so tired...den play bball wit mao dey all...haha...i play a short while go le...haha...coz i meeting xue at 10 to study wat...cannot break promise u no...
den later dance...wa mr low so angry sia...he veri stress sia...hope syf get over n done wit soon...so tt everyone can lac a bit...jia you...den after tt during dance zhi yan ask mi sum qn abt relationships...den after tt i got a bit of low mood liao lor...haha...if u wan to no wat the qn...u will hav to cum ask mi...confential stuff wat...:p...
den later in the night came online to write my od...but den server down...the whole nite sia...crazy sia...den after tt i was help torment wit his prob lor...this part later i will continue in tt special coloumn...den later got 2 more ppl cum to mi for help...haha so bz sia...but worth it la...n guess wat...i 12+ den can sleep sia...but nvm la...i dun mind...helping is gd u no...
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24hr{S}a{E}
haha...i decided to change the name of this coloumn...haha...sum of u shld no y...n wat it means...haha...:P...
today this coloumn is writen special to torment...hey juz now i no i was a bit overboard la...but den i was really not in suc a gd mood lor...+ u oso lik...lik i said i m veri sensitive to my friends feelings one lor...so i veri concern abt u...n so stop torturing urself...wake up...n u muz no the fact tt u r not betraying him...so its ok one...
den later the other 2 person hu cum to mi for help oso not in gd moood...naturally i oso flare up liao...den after tt i start to throw my temper in dance channel...sori ppl...i didnt mean it...n kai yuan sori abt it...after tt when i finally went to bed...i realiese tt i was tearing...haiz...is it tt bad...i had not tear for so long tt i dun even remember when was the last time...but i juz wan to say...hey ppl stay happi...:)
msg of the day:when theres a will,there is a way(courtesy of tzu yu,10z...haha...)

studying at opaque/ar...my show

haha...today, i woke up early again...dis time my mother wans mi to go down stairs to giv her the chickens wings she needs at work...aiyo...so ma fan...but at least she brought mi breakfast...if not i go hungry again...
den went to meet mao rong...but i was early...so i walked around the sch...found sum sec1 dance gals walking around too...it was already almost 10...dey had to go for lesson at 9.30...haiz...dis sec1 ppl r juz not paying enuff attention to the things happening around dem...we played bball for a while...after tt we wanted to leave for ginza...it was abt 10.30...i still c sec1 dance gals strollin in...dis is it man...dey r goin to get it from mi...
den decide to go opaque to study...but where got so early open one...so go HQ browse comics lor...den there got one gal...wao lao...she lik living in her own lik tt...laugh until so loud lik siao kia lik tt...so er xin...make mi wanna puke...
den go study le lor...but we played the ps b4 we start...haha...mao rong won one round n i won one round oso...so draw...haha...den kai yan n janice came...dey say wan to watch my sassy gal...siao!!i duno how mani times i watch tt movie liao...u all not sianz one meh...haha...den mei fang n mei fen came along to watch as well...den later jennie n shu run oso cum...siao...crowded sia...haha...:P...den mao rong say wan to treat mei fang n mei fen drink...he say coz dey dun hav food or drink...haha...makes sense to u...i doubt so...haha...mao no offends hor...so we split the coz lor...each treat one of dem...
den the movie ended le...den everyone went home...haha...den tok the bus home wit the twins lor...haha...when i wanted to alight...i turn around to say bye to dem...n there was mei fang taking a nap...haha...den in the end onli said bye to mei fen lor...
wao lao...mt tell mi cum online to settle sum dance issue...den i online liao den find tt one of the party not online liao...wao lao...veri pissed liao...n tt caused mi to miss lightyears...sianz...next week last edpisode liao...ar...haiz suan le...miss jiu miss...
today, got 2 dance issue piss mi...tml go dance share veri bu song one...so dun expect mi to hav a gd mood...sori guyx...cant help it...i try to ren...haha... 4/7 motto:bai ren chen jin
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saw in xiao sam de diary tt she has a crap coloumn...hahah...tt inspired mi to hav dis coloumn too...haha...10z sam...basically this coloumn is to write abt wat i tink abt life...n mayb post sum qn to u all c u all can help solve a not...so u can ask mi to help u post here if u wan...juz left a note...or tell mi in other way...
quite long ago i heard of a quote wich goes lik dis "a good leader takes his/her followers to where dey wan to b,but a great leader brings dem to where dey ought to b but didnt no tt dey shld b there"...will this quote is quite meaningful to mi since i m a leader myself...i hav cum across sum great leaders...a veri famous example is Lee Kuan Yew...but my favourite is well our previous dance chairman,Sebaz...y?haha...coz he is able to lead dance well,hav great grade,hav a lot of friends,n hav a relationship too...he is really gd at juggling his time dun u agree...haha...well, i would b grateful to b half lik him...well, i duno if i hav been a lousy,good or great leader...wat do u tink...tell mi wat u feel...
msg of the day:a good leader takes his/her followers to where dey wan to b,but a great leader brings dem to where dey ought to b but didnt no tt dey shld b there

my new shoe

haha...another entry...juz now i went to chinatown...visited the mrt...em...not bad la...but veri plain...haha...
den go all over chinatown to find my shoes...den found it... wah!! 90 bucks worz... of course, wat nike de...haha lucky got discount if not even more ex...haha... but i guess its cheap for a pair of nike shoes...mayb its old design ba... duno...haha...10z mum...
juz now my mother haggle wit the uncle so muc...i guess the uncle muz b veri "nan zhuo ren"...but well this is life... in order to compete this sales person hav to earn less...well everybodies business isnt doin gd... so r my parents... wonder if dey can hold on to deir business until i cum out into the society n work...wish so ba... n mayb lik wat daryl said b4..."bukit timah is a gold mine"...haha...hope so ba...mum n dad, jia you!!

a brand new thing

ppl hav been telling mi abt fod, so i tink its time i try it out. well, if u no mi well enuff u shld no tt i hav been quite stressed up by my life, so i tot tt this is a gd way to relieve sum of tt stress.
friends lik to tell each other tt dey will lend u deir listening ear if u need it. however, it is hard to one doh. i m not saying tt u ppl r lousy friends or wat so ever but mayb i m not being open enuff. so, i guess u all dun need to feel bad or anithing. well, its my fault anyway.
today, i got up early.well, hav to go to sch for tt stupid pe remedial. i reached sch veri early, lik 7 ba. play bball alone. den the 4/1 ppl cum play together, but i got tired n went for a rest.
after the remedial, sum of us went to play bball again. well, it was fun. haha. but, zhenyu was a bit violent. he tired to snatch the ball from my hands, i end up on the floor rolling. haha.
i duno wat i goin to do for the rest of the day but mayb i will do sum work ba. o lvl cuming le. haiz... duno if i can get my desired grades a not... i guess can onli hope for the best n work hard...to any sec 4 ppl reading, i would lik to wish u all gd luck to especially to my class 4/7. 4/7 Rulez!!
to any dancers reading this, we hav to work hard in order to keep up to our standards... i dun tink u all wan to b the first batch to lose our golds... so all the best... o ya, one more thing DANCE RULEZ!!haha...