Day 3 at perth

Today is the nan hua open house rite… juz now when I called back to sg I asked abt it la… gd job ppl…the next up cumin event is dance camp liao…u all muz enjoy it hor…although mani of us wun b able to make it la…but still try to hav fun lor…

Basically today nth special la…so nth muc to write…but later goin for shoppin…so ya lor…haha…ok la I tink I stop here for today la…take care ppl…
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msg of e day:ur voice is the sound of hope…

Day 2 in perth

Hmm…today had a tour of UWA la…den after lessons lor…haha…dozed off…as usual…den lunch…n as usual the lunch was ex la…den my friend treat mi to a drink la…basically the drink is almost SGD3 lor…so u shld no how ex it is la…n it is nth special lor…its juz a bottle of 600ml coke…

Den after when to the beach la…den had a bit unhappiness wit the grp tt I was in charge as a cca leader…but I was cheered up by the atmosphere put up by my own grp…I was fun…the view was great too…took quite a lot of pics la…haha…

Basically I dun wan to go into too muc details abt my day la…coz its rather routine la…so ya lor…but den one thing is I m oredi counting down to the day when I go back to sg liao…I missed everyone so muc lor…after I cum back muz get together sia…if not I will die sia…haha…now other den missin everyone over dere…I oso got 2 other things on mind…

The first thing is the challenge tt I mention in the previous entry la…erm…I tink I m still struggling lor…I keep getting the urge to call back to my friends lor…haiz…no determination hor…sad la…

The second thing is kind of private la…but one thing tt is confirm is tt I really hav to tink abt it seriously lor…if not I will get hurt or I might hurt sumone…worse of all I might lose a friend…mayb if the person is smart enuff she can guess wat is dis abt la…but I dun tink I will elaborate on dis anymore today…I tink I will stop here…goin to bath liao…haha…

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msg of e day:every wound heals by itself, but heartaches take too long…

Day of departure

11/23/2004
Today woke up 5 in the morning...i den a finally check on my stuff…finally I m departin for Australia…I m at e the same time exciting…yet oso sad…coz I hav to leave n part wit my family n friends… as u all shld no la…I m a “ppl” person…so I take dis things seriously…so to mi dis is more den a short study trip…it is at the same time a challenge to myself…coz dis time I m really alone…ya I no…I still hav my friends from jj…but still it will diff…the way u guys n tink n dey tink is diff…diff ppl hav diff perceptions wat…so ya la…I hope I can go back to sg sayin tt I passed wit flyin colours…

Anyway today I was really touched by a few ppl…in fact yesterday nite oso la… at first chu yun msg mi her regards…den b4 I slp I was tokin to daryl… he n another person gav mi advise n tips abt Australia lor…10z worz…den after tt zhongyi called…he finished sum documentation of the leadership course yesterday afternoon…really appreciate his help…coz I goin on dis trip wat…so didn’t do it on myself…so lik tt lor…10z worz zhongyi…

Den side track abit…yesterday course was quite successful la…but apologies to dose sec 3 ppl…coz the whole thing was a bit too heavy…but I m sure dey benefited from the course in a way or another lor…so ok la…n we seniors could say tt our efforts were paid off…

Back to the main topic…den after tt in the midnite…kai sheng called n sent mi regards n best wishes… den early in the morning abt 5.15 lik tt wei xuan msg mi worz…first for the day…so gan donged…den after tt followed by Rebecca n wei hong lor…den after I check-in my luaggage I called Rebecca to hav a last chat wit her…its so weird rite…we juz knew each other for onli lik 3 weeks onli lor…den so close liao…mayb the 2 of us juz can clinch well lor…in fact other den my family, shin, mt n sum other close friends…I kind of miss her too…duno y oso…hmm…well I guess I hav 2 weeks to tink abt it…so dere is no hurry la…

Den on the plane enjoyed facilities on board la…but after tt I tend to get bored of it la…so erm ya…den after abt 4.5h we finally I touched down at perth…the day started out at perth to b a bit of mystery la… but den later I was nth muc diff from sg la…but 2 things is too obvious to b missed…one is the no. of flies here…its infested wit dem… everywhere u go dere is flies…the second is the price…a 500ml coke is abt SGD3.4 lik tt leh…its lik 3 times more ex lor…

Den it was dinner at our hostel…the dinner was damn gd lor…den still got fruits, cake n ice cream for desert sia…I tink I my goin to b gain weight from dis trip man…I tink the best part abt the trip so far is my rm…coz I get my own rm…dam shiok sia…

Now as I my typin dis...the day is cumin to an end liao…after dis goin to hav a cca leaders meetin den mayb after tt a grp meetin or mayb I will do sum reflection on my own…although is is juz the first day onli…I m oredi tinkin of home liao…sad…but I hav to bear wit it since I m oredi here…
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msg of e day:treasure friendship as u nv no when u will lose it, treasure tt sumone as u nv no when u hav to leave

last friday b4 leavin

today went out wit mt n rebecca to orchard...go walk walk n hav dinner...den after tt took neo print...haha...had fun lor...i mean lik i veri happi lor...at least b4 i leave i get to spend time wit my meis...haha...den can bring the neo print over to australia...den can remember dem...haha...goin over dere soon...4 days left... goin to miss ppl in singapore lor...sianz...haiz...i wonder how is the food dere...mayb i will even miss the food here lor...haiz...
anyway if dere got got wireless network den i can go online chat wit u all... but den my free time onli from 8pm-10pm...so keep a look out for mi...
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dun feel lik writin anything here...coz oso duno wat to write...mayb a bit tired ba...but watever it is i onli no tt i m veri happ n touched today...memorable day...haha...
msg of e day:quality is better den quantity

cant stand him

omg...glen has done it again...anyway for dose hu duno...his my classmate...n now goin for the Australia trip in the same grp as mi...n the prob is i dun lik him...sux man...den now he chu stun again...we r suppose to do a presentation to show the other grp wat we had research on...actually i ask i him to remind everyone on sun...since his the leader...
den obvious he forgot...n got the nerves to ask mi y i call him for on mon...lik wth lor...sianz...den mon he say he do the whole thing to make it up lor...so ok la let him do lor...den today cum liao mani of us found sum of our slides being deleted...n he was lik trying to cok up sum story to cover up for his mistake...lik wat wth lor...cum on la...juz admit wrong n dun do it again can liao wat...b a real man...not a cc...watever la...dun wan tok abt him liao la...spoil my mood onli...oso cant imagine how i m goin to live wit him for the rest of the trip...sux...
anyway for dose hu duno...i m goin on a uni attachment from 23 nov-5 dec...so cant go dance camp le...haiz...will miss u guys...will u guys miss mi?haha...:P anyway u ppl hav fun while i m away k...i will back b4 u no it...:)
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24hrRu!:yesterday went to party world wit kai wei zhenyu zhi yan mao rong daryl kenrick claudine n wen hui...had fun la...but still was a bit sianz sianz for mi...coz of a few things...first thing was coz i was havin a terrible headache...sianz...den after tt coz we were lik singing a lot of love songs wat...den i reminded of sumone lor...den lik...haiz...so sad...den oso no mood to tok muc oso...den after tt kai wei n daryl ask mi go tok cok near daryl house...but i no mood wat...so cok up sum reason den nv go liao...den after tt reach home liao...head still veri pain...den eat panadol lor...den coz of the panadol den cannot slp...luckily got rebecca pei mi chat if not i realli veri bored liao...haha...10z rebecca...anyway i oso felt better after chattin...:)
msg of e day:sum day we might look back n regret tt we end up on diff paths

burning out

wa...its a realli long time since i wrote here again...
hmm...actually i wanted to use blog one...but i tot wat was the pt of changing...i mean i m writing not for others to c wat...so wats the pt...
now veri tired...veri sianz oso...so mani things for mi to do...haiz... i realli feel tt i m buring out liao lor... i duno how long i can take it lor,.. so muc stress...all the things happenin at once...juz cant accept it lor...sianz...nth i do is rite...i no longer no wat i m doin...i realli wish i can go on a realli long break where i realli got nth to do...juz relax onli...but i guess its impossible one la...so y waste time tinkin...
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recently i found tt i realli veri empty lor...i can tok to anyone abt my private stuff...coz i guess i juz wan to share it wit sumone...dis feelin sux lor...i realli dun wish to carry on lik dis...things juz arent suppose to go dis way...i no i m not suppose to lik tink tt things always go our way...but i pt is tt dey dun lor...haiz...
msg of e day:emptiness is a hole in ur heart