updates

ok...its almost a mth since i updated my blog...well nth muc since den actually...

well dere was my bday...it wasnt a veri re nou one...but den it was not bad la...i enjoyed myself pretty muc...wasnt realli surprised when mich came in wit the cakes...duno y oso... i mean i wasnt expectin her to bake the cake herself...but ya... i no sum form of cake will come...but i was so donged...altho how nice it wld hav been if the cake was baked by sumone else...but too bad noone at the moment...

but not bad la...bday wish came true...it was a simple one...but ya...quite dumb actually...but watever...

anyway got to meet andre finally...well...he gav mi a gd impression...n i got a feelin dey r goin to work out...but of course dey realli need to communicate lots more for things to go far...jia you ba...

now npd trainin started le...guess i m goin to b bz again...
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so dis is it?after all tt hav happened...n i m scene is cut...duh...i free so extra...n if i realli was the extra...den y rope mi in in the first place...i feel so wasted...

i m so disappointed...y does it hav to hav the sadest endin...

msg of the day:dun paint mi a paintin to wash it off after...u can save on the colourins...

slpless again...

zzz...cant slp again...duno is coz i tink too muc or whether comboed wit my nose...dam...summore tml got duty...sianz...duno can keep awake ma...today had prob keepin myself awake liao...

anyways tml is A lvl results day...i wish everyone all the best...congrats if u get gd results...but dun b sad if u get not so gd ones...i m still doin fine wit my CDD...lol...still lookin for a place i belong tho...

anyway to my dear mich...sis dun get so stressed up...loosen up a bit...i no by the time u read dis entry u probably oredi hav received ur judgement...but hey...watever tt happens i no tt u will b strong as u always r n face it...dis is onli 1 phase of life...dun fall here...when to fall oso fall when u meet "HIM"...lol...ok lame...

now back to my life...well...chingay is over...half glad half not...glad coz i finally no need to draw circles if u no wat i mean...lol...the other half coz i will hav nth to do now...to block my brain from unwanted tots...it was so far so gd until chingay was comin to an end...altho NDP is comin liao...but its still not here yet...aiya duno la...

anyways made sum friends while i was at chingay...dis years chingay altho not as free as at DI...but it was still fun...the PACT ppl treated us quite nice...mayb coz we r still kids to dem...lol...it had a nice touchin endin if u ask mi...reminds mi of the gd old NHDS on the bus days...

but sadly chingay oso marked the death of my 6021...zzz...regretted not copyin down all the nos...zzz...but i later on enjoyed the supper wit the guys...it was realli fun...

CNY now oso almost over le...well dis year not as re nou...lets hope it will b better on sat ba...
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recently quite a lot of "happenings" if u no wat i mean...

wat mich said to mi tt day hit mi lik a tight slap on the face...mich not sayin u say wrong thing...juz tt i juz stuck mi ...lik woke mi up...its quite stupid...in fact veri...oso veri duo luo...god...

sumhow now my ord seems super far away...when i felt so near a few wks ago...the things goin on in mi is lik so fluctuating la...man...so sianz...

i m losin touch to life...forgetin my philisophy...

msg of the day:will u remember mi?