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today,doze off again...den i tink mrs tan saw...den she say,"those hu doze off juz now during the theory part i dun mind...but the next part is application...so better pay attention..." den at the same time she tio mi sia...den again tt nv sleep le...
den tml got chi o lvl...sianz...den after sch j&j say wan to go tiong bahru plaza...den i agreed lor...coz i eyeing a earphone very long liao...but juz tt haven buy yet...summore my cashcard run out le...need to refill...haha...but den later sms mi say dun wan go le...coz janice mother say cannot...-_-""...win liao lor...
den after tt mao call mi say his oral got a lot error...den he scare he fail...i listen to him liao lik not tt bad wat...i tink still can pass la...mao dun wori le la...aiyo...relac...not end of the whole although this is veri important...cheerx...:)...
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today,aiya duno wat to say lor...recently i m really not myself lor...bcum so blur...duno y...lik not focusing lik tt...haiz...mayb the stress is cuming down on mi too muc...mayb i will go to the egde of attempting suiside again...juz duno lor...i not no longer sure of anithing...its lik everything is veri shaky lor...veri scare...duno can handle tt muc stress...wat if i break down n everything topple...i read once tt if u dun let down ur load n rest once in a while, there will b one day when u cant take anymore...n everything ends up worse...its lik holding a glass lor...it might feel lik nth...but the longer u hold it the heavier it bcumz...but i still duno how to continue from here...i duno to cross this crossroads a not...wat if i get knock down if i cross...haiz...l頵?飐 s郿
msg of the day:if u dun let down ur load n rest once in a while, there will b one day when u cant take anymore