if u r reading dis onli soon after dis had been written den either u got to no abt dis entry from sumwhere or u r juz plain concern abt my life...if u belong to the second category i would lik to say a big 10q...i appreciate tt u care...but i hav to say the truth...i doubt tt there would b notes for dis entry...
i dun wan to say too muc abt y i m feeling lik tt all of a sudden...but juz wan to say tt i m totally stressed out...ARH!!...haiz...too bad no one can help mi...haiz...
if all dis shit carries on i will collapse...but i realli dun wan tt to happen...not at dis time...haiz...realli feel lik crying out lik we all hav when we were babies...
if onli i could go back in time...i would change sumthings tt i hav done wrong...lik tt i wont b stuck at dis difficult situation now...
i help tt ppl around mi can understand tt dis is the time tt i realli need ur support...it would mean a lot to b...but too bad i dun tink any of u will b able to c dis in time b4 everything ends or anithing goes wrong...wich i hope not...haiz...
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its so ironic...usually u c mi helping others to handle suc situations...but now u c mi searching for help...but the ugly truth is tt i m worse den the rest of u...i guess i juz dun lik to face the truth ba...haiz...tts y she scolded too...she had scolded mi for dis for mani times oredi... now i hav realli done it...fallen into this bottomless pit...now stuck...its oredi 6 months...
msg of the day:hey i m human too, you no...
~ Life has to end. Love doesn’t. ~
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