omg...yesterday i threw my tantrum at an innocent party...dam...i feel so bad now...zzz...i tink the stress lvl is gettin to mi...dis shows tt dis is as muc as i can tahan...after so long le...now throw my tantrum i tink the stress bad shld b resetted liao ba...but still its hard to say la...but i hope tt its as i tink so la...
but lucky i didnt get too verbal and physical...if it was the wrong person to come n agitate mi...i dun dare to imagine wat i will do...so far the worse i got is to get realli verbal...i might not seem lik dose kind to say dis la...but den knowin myself i hav the tendency to tink of violence as a method...so if u c mi lik seem veri irrational...den better bcareful...coz my fist dun tink...usually i might seem veri hum ji...scare DB n all...but b warned...
i tink i need to take a break again...a break from civilisation...if not the next due eruption might come veri soon...stress ar...
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24hrGA
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the pond keep rippling...the rain isnt stoppin...i onli can keep runnin...i duno wat to do...i stop infront of the pond...the rain stopped...i c reflection...of...3...
msg of the day:change is not permanent
~ Life has to end. Love doesn’t. ~
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