pls look at the time dis entry was posted...no i didnt wake up early...i didnt even slp lor...zzz...cant slp...sianz...reached home 2+...roll until 4...den decided to giv up...coz i wakin up at 6...
duno y cant fall aslp...mayb tinkin too muc...haiz...y lik tt...tml still got workshop n NDP...den still go watch pirates...wa...confirm gone one sia...die ar...
duno is juz now the fries to oily den coz mi to hav indisgestion den cant slp or wat...mayb i realli tink too muc...tts y cant slp...haiz...too bad i cant do anything abt it...at least for now...has my luck start to turn for the better?luck r u comin back? r u stayin?
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m i too into it...m i carin too muc...
sumtimes i tink i bother too muc...i hurt myself...n others at times too...i wan to do gd...but my path is always seem to b trampled thru one...until now...i cant realli find an eg to b realli proud of...to giv myself encouragement to move on...
i feel so tired...so sad...i duno wat i shld do wat i shld not...i feel so ignorant...she told mi b4 abt my prob...but i juz cant seem to stop makin the same mistake...sad...n coz of dis i m DANGEROUS...tink abt tt day juz hurts mi more...the word was the most hurtin...
but of course i got over it...but i cant help feelin the pinch...whenever i make the same mistake...her words wld juz dig n dig into mi...mayb she is rite...i m DANGEROUS...tts y m a loner...when will sumone join my world...when sumone understand my world...
msg of the day:my luck was taken away...but hope gav mi my luck back...
~ Life has to end. Love doesn’t. ~
29 July 2006
19 July 2006
drownin...
i duno wat is happenin to mi...i feel worse den on sun...mayb i m watchin too muc tv...livin in fantasy world for too long...i duno...
y is things bcomin lik tt...izzit mi...or izzit other things...
i m tryin veri hard to pour things out...but i m realli at a lost...i cant even blog...
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i muz not get involved wit dis...if not i will surely b in deep shit...i hope its not my fault...
hu decides wat is rite wat is wrong...
i no too muc...i wish i can b more ignorant...
msg of the day:i m not ok...
y is things bcomin lik tt...izzit mi...or izzit other things...
i m tryin veri hard to pour things out...but i m realli at a lost...i cant even blog...
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i muz not get involved wit dis...if not i will surely b in deep shit...i hope its not my fault...
hu decides wat is rite wat is wrong...
i no too muc...i wish i can b more ignorant...
msg of the day:i m not ok...
16 July 2006
where r u?
luck haven pick up since the last time i blogged...still the same...bad times aint over yet...fate is history...uni appeal failed...body givin up...things r juz so gloomy...seriously i realli wan to pop her the qn...but i realli duno how to ask her...n seriously she will mi more weird...
she is scare of mi...not onli bcoz make her feel irritated n uncomfortable...in a way i m dangerous...it juz goes to make mi tink whether wat i hav been passionate abt is wrong...i hope i hav sumone to tell mi the ans...but deres nth i can do to change how she feel abt mi...so u c security is veri impt...so guys...pls make ur gal feel secure...dun lik anything harm dem...protect dem...
but now i onli wish to giv myself the ans for perhaps the last qn tt i hav for her...but lik i said i duno or mayb dun dare to pop the qn...haiz...r u happi?coz i dun feel lucky...
juz watched the twins movie...yeah twins again...my obession for dis 2 gals hav yet to die down...sumhow dey juz remind mi of gd times...i oso duno y...yeah dey r always appear in romance movie wich we all no takes the bit of fantasy in everyones minds...so it is most likely not goin to happen in real life...let alone to mi...but tts the least i can do pamper myself...jubilee is rite...i shld do sth for myself once in a while...
well the memories r definitely here to stay... you left prints in my heart...leadin to the exit...
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yesterday at the stadium...i cant help but to realise tt how helpless i feel...dere were tonnes of ppl ard mi...yet i felt alone...it has been a while...i duno y suddenly i feel dis way...but ya...i m not shocked when i felt dis way...i no i had it comin...but yet i cldnt do anything abt it...let alone solve the prob...i duno wats happenin to mi...i fear for the worse...
sth is realli goin wrong...n i can feel it...in fact i no...coz i dere r a lot of things tt r goin on inside...but i cant bring my heart to even put it on my blog...i m realli locked...now i realli long for the face wit the ? to b filled by sumones face...anyone...yeah i m despo...but hu say it muz b a gal...i m not lookin for a gf here...juz sumone i can tok to...sumone i can pick up my phone n sms when i need to...without havin second tots bcoz of considerations n implications...i need to tok...
y izzit everytime i try to do sth...side effect is always guaranteed...i cant even make friends in peace...m i realli so DANGEROUS...? hu r u...actually i dun care...but where r u...help.........
msg of the day:you left prints in my heart...leadin to the exit...
she is scare of mi...not onli bcoz make her feel irritated n uncomfortable...in a way i m dangerous...it juz goes to make mi tink whether wat i hav been passionate abt is wrong...i hope i hav sumone to tell mi the ans...but deres nth i can do to change how she feel abt mi...so u c security is veri impt...so guys...pls make ur gal feel secure...dun lik anything harm dem...protect dem...
but now i onli wish to giv myself the ans for perhaps the last qn tt i hav for her...but lik i said i duno or mayb dun dare to pop the qn...haiz...r u happi?coz i dun feel lucky...
juz watched the twins movie...yeah twins again...my obession for dis 2 gals hav yet to die down...sumhow dey juz remind mi of gd times...i oso duno y...yeah dey r always appear in romance movie wich we all no takes the bit of fantasy in everyones minds...so it is most likely not goin to happen in real life...let alone to mi...but tts the least i can do pamper myself...jubilee is rite...i shld do sth for myself once in a while...
well the memories r definitely here to stay... you left prints in my heart...leadin to the exit...
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yesterday at the stadium...i cant help but to realise tt how helpless i feel...dere were tonnes of ppl ard mi...yet i felt alone...it has been a while...i duno y suddenly i feel dis way...but ya...i m not shocked when i felt dis way...i no i had it comin...but yet i cldnt do anything abt it...let alone solve the prob...i duno wats happenin to mi...i fear for the worse...
sth is realli goin wrong...n i can feel it...in fact i no...coz i dere r a lot of things tt r goin on inside...but i cant bring my heart to even put it on my blog...i m realli locked...now i realli long for the face wit the ? to b filled by sumones face...anyone...yeah i m despo...but hu say it muz b a gal...i m not lookin for a gf here...juz sumone i can tok to...sumone i can pick up my phone n sms when i need to...without havin second tots bcoz of considerations n implications...i need to tok...
y izzit everytime i try to do sth...side effect is always guaranteed...i cant even make friends in peace...m i realli so DANGEROUS...? hu r u...actually i dun care...but where r u...help.........
msg of the day:you left prints in my heart...leadin to the exit...
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