where r u?

luck haven pick up since the last time i blogged...still the same...bad times aint over yet...fate is history...uni appeal failed...body givin up...things r juz so gloomy...seriously i realli wan to pop her the qn...but i realli duno how to ask her...n seriously she will mi more weird...

she is scare of mi...not onli bcoz make her feel irritated n uncomfortable...in a way i m dangerous...it juz goes to make mi tink whether wat i hav been passionate abt is wrong...i hope i hav sumone to tell mi the ans...but deres nth i can do to change how she feel abt mi...so u c security is veri impt...so guys...pls make ur gal feel secure...dun lik anything harm dem...protect dem...

but now i onli wish to giv myself the ans for perhaps the last qn tt i hav for her...but lik i said i duno or mayb dun dare to pop the qn...haiz...r u happi?coz i dun feel lucky...

juz watched the twins movie...yeah twins again...my obession for dis 2 gals hav yet to die down...sumhow dey juz remind mi of gd times...i oso duno y...yeah dey r always appear in romance movie wich we all no takes the bit of fantasy in everyones minds...so it is most likely not goin to happen in real life...let alone to mi...but tts the least i can do pamper myself...jubilee is rite...i shld do sth for myself once in a while...

well the memories r definitely here to stay... you left prints in my heart...leadin to the exit...
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yesterday at the stadium...i cant help but to realise tt how helpless i feel...dere were tonnes of ppl ard mi...yet i felt alone...it has been a while...i duno y suddenly i feel dis way...but ya...i m not shocked when i felt dis way...i no i had it comin...but yet i cldnt do anything abt it...let alone solve the prob...i duno wats happenin to mi...i fear for the worse...

sth is realli goin wrong...n i can feel it...in fact i no...coz i dere r a lot of things tt r goin on inside...but i cant bring my heart to even put it on my blog...i m realli locked...now i realli long for the face wit the ? to b filled by sumones face...anyone...yeah i m despo...but hu say it muz b a gal...i m not lookin for a gf here...juz sumone i can tok to...sumone i can pick up my phone n sms when i need to...without havin second tots bcoz of considerations n implications...i need to tok...

y izzit everytime i try to do sth...side effect is always guaranteed...i cant even make friends in peace...m i realli so DANGEROUS...? hu r u...actually i dun care...but where r u...help.........
msg of the day:you left prints in my heart...leadin to the exit...