savin my blog

ok...finally i can blog liao...coz its onli 10 plus n tml no work...haha...but lik wat i juz told zhongyi...i kinda forget wat i wan to blog abt initially when i wrote the previous entry...haha...veri lame...i no...haha...

but anyways i tink i shld update on a few highlights first...

dere was the sec4 ROD...well dere r gd n bad things abt how it was carried out la...but hu cares...as long as it serves its purpose can liao...

den syf trainin finally ended oso...well i shld say hardwork was put in...but sumhow i feel tt sth is missin...it juz doesnt feel veri syf...

finally mich turned 18...legal age worz...haha...well mich u hav realli grown a lot since i no u...ur tots hav matured a lot too...i m happi n proud of u...anyways i oso wan to take dis chance to 10q u for always being dere for mi...always forkin out time to meet mi n listen to mi complain abt my crappy life...i realli veri touched...DONGED!!haha...esp recently...b it true a not...u giv mi a feelin tt u were willin to "fly" down at a call of the phone...makes mi feel so special...so honored...10z again my dear sis...=)

anyway i tink after dis i goin to blog an entry in nhds blog too...mayb u all wan to read it too...haha...it has been a while since i blog dere...not lik zhongyi...haha...
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i feel so stupid...i cant blive wat i did...haiz...well wats done is done...no pt cryin over spilled milk...well as muc as i no tt if i do nth abt it n let things drag on lik tt...in a long run things will remain as it is now...or go back to wat it was b4...i still cant help but onli to take a back sit n let nature do my biddin...

but den a again kinda kan kai le...not in the sense tt i m goin to giv up...but in the sense tt i m ready for watever tt is goin to hit mi...

My mind was idling.Not really paying attention to whatever that was happening beside me. But, it hit me when I least expect it, when my guard was down. My mind just got flash banged. My heart skipped a beat. Only moments later, did I react to the shock. My mind just keep shouting, "Its not what you think!Really!" My mind just raced on and on like in a F1 race, flashing the pictures that might have appeared in your mind. But maybe, just maybe, the occurence was of no significance to you. If only I could read your mind, I would know what you were thinking about. And maybe I won't even be stuck in a situation like this. If only......

msg of the day:i finally understand y u named it the way u did...