The Truth

Finally, today I got to know the truth. Ok, maybe part of it, but I get the picture. I feel a bit "floaty" from the alcohol, but I guess I should get this over and done with. Hopefully, I can close and bury everything with this entry tonight.

Finally, I get to read the torn pages. But, whether the twist was intention a not, it is unexpected whether I wish to accept it a not. Now, I should not and hopefully will not try to judge whether the twist was intentional a not.

But, despite the disappointing ending, I have to admit that the story was a great one. I sincere think so and wish to remain thinking that way. Although, it turned out to be more like a modern fairytale, it was still enjoyable. During the period, when I was reading it, at least.

Be it whether there would be a sequel, related to the first book or not, I hope that I would not compare or judge the second one through the feelings towards the first one.

Now that my carving to know the missing chapter is satisfied, I should move on, to hopefully the next book. Hopefully an even better one. I hope.

Anyway, thanks to people who were present today, for giving me the concern and company. I am fine. But, of course, my emotions may continue to fluctuate, so do give me time. But, trust me, it was not a wrong decision to know the truth. At least now, I can move on whether not knowing what had happened.

Sorry if I spoiled the night for any of you. I just couldn't help myself.

Jie yim - I think you got scared pretty bad for that short period. Don't worry. I am fine(will be). I think you will get to see more of the my other scarier side as we continue to help "Mr Low & dancers" grow. But, let's not allow this to be of hindrance to our progress, "jia you ba".