Expectations

Everyone has their own expectations for many different aspects of their daily life. But, when our expectations are not meet, different kinds of uncomfortable feelings fills us up.

I also have my expectations of things. But, I didn't expect to be this peaceful. Somehow, it disturbs me. Maybe it has always been an illusory emotion, or it could be the wonderful works of my immune system. But, it just feels as if I am short of something, or maybe just lost at where this is to begin with. I think it is as though I was thrown off and wake up to find myself in an unfamiliar place.

Now, I don't know where to begin, or whether it has even ended. I don't know what to expect. Its not like I will get a memo about the upcoming events in my email.

In 3 days, it will mark the closure of this chapter, probably.

Maybe you are right,
I guess I should thank you instead.

Maybe complementary really doesn't work.
Maybe at the end of the day, I will find my shadow.