Missing you

I am not exactly missing one person here, so I just there is no point in asking who.
But, that person may be you. =)

Of these people that I miss, there are some who walked out of my life and some I let them walk out of my life.
It's probably too late to regret watching them just walk out like that without taking any actions.

Of course, I have wished that one day fate will bring us together again and maybe I could make up for lost time.
I could then say the things that I never said and do the things I that I never did.

But, all that is probably just dreaming because these things probably will forever stay as fantasies.
Unless one day, I see this fantasy coming true, its hard to believe.

Those that are still here might eventually leave one day, like the others did.
There is no dinner that lasts for ever.

But, yet I don't seem to be about to do anything about it.
It is always not the right time or feelings not right.

Most of all, I don't seem to be about express myself properly.
In the past, I over express myself.
But, now I can't seem to be able to even if I tried.

As I begin to uncover secrets to life, I discover keys to the unspoken closets in my heart.
I opened it to conclude that, its probably easier left shut.

Love is suppose to be irrational.
I couldn't explain my love for you.
Yet, when it is time to express my love.
I tried to rationalized something that never makes sense.

I really don't know how to express myself.