15 October 2003

nh suc(dangerous entry: enter at ur own risk)

i hav had it liao lor...nh realli suc lor...i dun care wat u say lor...although i hav to admit tt dere r sum gd pts lik dance...but other den tt it still suc lor...teachers r realli realli veri insensitive lor...if i didnt giv dem the little respect dey deserve for being other ELDERS...i wld hav shouted IN THEIR FACE...if i could i would lik to kick a big fuss in sch sumday...so tt the teachers n tt DUMB camel will no tt such prob exist...haiz...but all tok no action...actually...to tell u ppl the truth...i dun giv a dam abt anithing...my o lvl...i mayb studying for it...but its juz for the sake of studying...i could flung it all together...i dun care...i can go commit sum stupid crime n land in boys home...
i dun even no wats the purpose of my life...studying lik hell n face wit dis kind of teachers...N PUT UP WIT DIS KIND OF SHIT!!i realli duno wat my i here for lor...mayb i my here to let everyone torture..toy around wit...laugh at...entertain ppl...den after tt when i my useless i will juz b chuck one side n let to rot n die...i my lik a puppet...
i realli duno how i can stand all this shit...i realli duno...
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24hr{S}a{E}:well the truth i my scare...ba? i realli duno...i HATE the unknown...i wan things to b known...in the light...reveal...i HATE liars...dey keep things from mi...keep mi in the unknown...but i HATE myself moz of all...y cant i tink lik wat other ppl tink lik...wat the hell is wrong wit mi...i dun used to b lik dis...i hav changed...i hav turned into a crazy demon...i m out of control...will sumone sedue mi...n isolate mi...
msg of the day:I STILL HAV TO PUT UP WIT DIS SHIT

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