21 December 2004

freakin hell

i duno wats goin on wit mi la...everything i do lik is wrong lik tt...or at least to everyone else la...sux lor...i mean lik my startin pt was out of concern...but things juz hav to turn out sour...wat the freak man...does dis mean i hav to b nasty n all...i feel so cheated...of my time n feelins...make until i veri scare liao lor...
dis is not the first time liao lor...sux man...wat does she wan from mi la...as if i m sum sort of toy...she lucky she gal...if not i make sure she die ar...fish man...but she better dun do anymore funi stuff le...if not i duno wat i will do to her sia...i feel tt dis year is a total waste lor...in the past 6 mths...kana cheated 2 times...m i a idoit or wat...i realli duno wat to say lor...sux man...
wat dose everyone wan from mi...was i saved juz to let u ppl squeeze mi dry den after tt let mi die izzit...hate my life man...y cant b sum sort of restart button or sth...
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24hrRu!
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ok...dis is a real big prob...i m bcumin too lame...dis is not normal...i hope its not a side effect of being too depressed or sth lik tt...seriously i got the feelin tt i will explode anitime soon lor...i veri scare tt it will happen...ppl readin dis might tink i m sum sort of psycho...mayb u r rite...mayb i m one...
i duno wats wrong wit my mind...coz i cant tink properly...i tried many methods to try to sort out my tots...but dey r of no use...sux man...if onli sumone can help mi...but hu...i tried tokin to all sorts of ppl...but no effect...freak sia...
aiya...dun wan write le la...the more i write the more frusrated i get...
anyway hu ever got probs can approach mi for counsellin or advisin...at least tt will keep mi occupied...n stop tinkin of dose unhappi stuff...
msg of e day:wat m i to u...

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