opera

today went to c opera performance wit mt n yong xuan...dun b mistaken...its bcoz kai wei dey all got perform den go pong chang...haha...den after deir part we leave liao...veri bad rite...haha...nvm la...its free...:P den after tt go backstage find kai wei dey all...a lot of jokes back dere...quite noisy...i tink we disturbed the performance wich haven end...:p
den we went to chinatown to eat supper...i had sesame paste...it sux lik shit lor...it was lik putin the grined sesame seeds into the soup lik tt...totally not wat it suppose to b...but anyway i had a fun day...although the first half of the day i was rottin at home b4 meetin mt at bugis...haha...
today feelin better le...seriously i dun understand y i was so upset yesterday...its not my loss wat...its not as if she is the world or sth...she is not even sumone hu i lik...but i guess...i got sum sort of phobia for being cheated...i no i oso cheat others from time to time la...but i hav nv cheated sumones feelin b4 lor...coz i myself cant stand it...so how do i expect others to lik being cheated rite...
but watever it is la...i realli hope tt i can sort things out quickly...coz i dun hav muc time left...once sch reopen den i wun hav time to deal wit all dis stuff...worse still i will hav more prob to tink abt...
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24hrRu!
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hav u ever tot abt wat life means to u...mi? erm...i dun hav a definite answer yet...but if u rephrase the qn to wat is the purpose of life...den mayb i got a few answers...but one firm answer is to pay my debt...wat debt u might ask...well...sum of u might b able to recall the story of how i escaped death...hmm...seriously although it was nth veri significant to mani...even to dose hu save mi...but to mi it was the turnin pt of my life...i hav bcum a better person...more responsible more sensible stuff lik tt...n the debt tt i m tokin abt got 2 kind...one is debt to my saviour...den another is dose tt i owe sth to...tts y my life wasnt taken...actually deres more things tt can b toked on dis topic...but i dun feel lik continuein on it liao...so mayb next time ba...
msg of e day:debts r meant to b repaid,n dey shld...