22 February 2005

anger

wat is happenin to mi...i cant control myself anymore...now i go around throwin my temper at everyone...i feel so angry n disappointed wit myself...y hav i bcum lik tt...haiz...i even shouted at my mother...for the first time...haiz...y m i lik tt...now i my so filled wit emotions...i feel lik cryin out...nobody understands how i feel...nobody undertstands mi...haiz...i feel so lonely...i m sufferin alone...haiz...dis is even scarier den A lvl...
i hav been watchin naruto...dere r certain parts of the show tt strikes my mind wit tots...a person left alone in a crowd...n purpose of existence...hu wld no tt ...a simple anime lik tt will make mi tink so muc...haiz...i m hopeless...
i feel so xing ku...veri...xing ku...
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24hrRu!
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y m i always writin all dis sad stuff...when half the time i m the one readin it...doesnt it juz make myself sadder...i oso duno y ...wei xuan asked mi..." hav u found ur method of lettin of steam"...i said no...but hu noes dis is it...but den again...i guess its not...haiz...
msg of e day:sumone relief mi :'(

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