meanin of life

today went out wit zhenyu dey all...had a great chat...woo...was tt destressin or wat...haha...nice i muz say...

mao asked abt meanin of life in the conversation...den i triggered sum tots in mi...well...lik i explained to mao my perspective...meanin of life is sth tt onli can b discovered by urself...noone can define it for u...coz tt definition tt is given to u is probably tt persons meanin of life...n to mi i feel tt meanin of life of diff ppl r diff...in fact i feel tt dey might b unique...coz everyone hav a unique exp of in deir life wat...if u generally define ur meanin of life mayb u will find sumone wit a common meanin la...but i feel tt dere will still b sum diff...

for mi ponderin abt meanin of life is not the onli qn...i oso hav to ponder abt y was i given a second chance back den...anyway b4 u read on...dis para will b abit of the dark tinkin...so if u dun wan to b influence to tink dis way...skip dis para...anyway as i was sayin...if u ppl still remember...i almost died in an accident back in sec 1...well i had mi tinkin y was i given another chance to live...after muc tot...i felt tt mayb its coz i haven fufil my purpose/meanin of life...tts y i muz complete first b4 i m allowed to leave...well hu noes sum day i might die after the instance it is fufil...coz my second chance has expired at the moment its fufilled...or even sadder if i m takin too long den death is gettin impatient n takes away my privillege of my second chance...hu noes...life is so unpredictable...

but wat ever is ur meanin of life...at dis pt of time...i hav a theory tt i tot of myself...mayb it might help u tink abt ur meanin of life...or help u find or fufil ur meanin of life...tt is fate is decided by destiny...n destiny is decided by u...so u hav the ability to decide n change wat will happen to u...so bottomline is...fate is in ur hands...
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a lot of ppl r turnin deir blogs into a story writin tool...well i might wan to giv it a shot sum day...but for now i dun tink so...coz its rather drainin...i guess zhongyi will agree wit mi...

anyway juz sth to encourage ppl out dere still fightin the battle wit watever tt is u r facin...

when u r weary from the fight,
n a step back will bring blight.
take a look left n right,
ur friends will take u thru the plight.
wit ur target in ur sight,
together we will c the light.

not veri gd...but at least tink it might at least giv u sum drive ba...i hope...anyway i tempted to play ard wit the words...so tt all the words at the back rhyme yet still make sense...haha...

msg of the day:fate is in ur hands