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Your #1 Match: ENFJ

The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

Your #2 Match: ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

Your #3 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Your #4 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #5 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

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24hrRu!
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i exploded le...finally...after all dis time...wat will happen next...

msg of the day:fanstasy is happier den reality,so life is sad...

how muc r u worth?

dis is a short test to c how muc u r worth...take the test n c how muc u r worth...hu noes...u might b more "worthed" den mi...haha...

I am worth $1,687,070 on HumanForSale.com

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24hrRu!
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msg of the day:

finally i c reality...but izzit too late?

kk...its 12am...after dis i m goin to turn in n wake up to another day of muggin...zzz...today mug the whole day...wit a short gamin break of abt 1h...n durin certain times of the day watchin tv while i mug...not veri productive...haiz...juz dun hav enuff determination...wat to do...tml i tink i wan to try to b more discipline wit myself...mayb keep myself in my rm...dere no tv n com...onli radio n my hp...i tink tt amount of distraction wun b too muc ba...

well today marks the last day for my maths revision...but i still 16 topics haven cover...ok la...actually not a lot...since the tys break dem up into small parts...but still i failed my plan...not discipline enuff...once again...lets hope i can squeeze time from the other subj...i blive if i work harder the next 2 wks might b able to do tt...

i duno wat holds for mi in the future...dare not tink abt wat kind of grades i will recieve next year march...coz i myself "knowin" myself "well enuff" i duno how i will b goin to react if i get grades even lower den expectation...well i duno wat to say...but dis wkend realli let mi feel the press for time when my maths revision days r goin to b over...luckily i m left wit 2wks...i wldnt imagine how bad things wld b if i onli feel it at the end of dis 3 wks of study break...

now all i can do is to regret tt i haven been workin hard durin term time...i c reality...finally...i hope i m still in time...coz i dun wan to b late...i hate been late...haiz...
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24hrRu!
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well actually i didnt no wat to write for dis coloumn...but juz now when i ended the entry i ended it wit the comments on being late...it spark of a tot in mi...well ppl hu no mi well n goes out wit mi often...sure no i m a person hu is veri time consious...i m seldom late...even if i m late...i normally will still b the first to arrive...duno y...haha...but the thinng is i hate being late la...coz i dun lik ppl to wait for mi...but the weird thing is tt i dun mind waitin for ppl...haha...

mayb coz i can get to live the moment for tt short period...i mean u get to listen to ur fav songs on ur disc man...n watch as the world walk by...lookin at the ppl rushin thru deir hectic life...n at the clouds floatin thru the clear blue sky...tinkin abt things tt had happened b4...gd or bad...sounds veri touchy rite...well i guess it is kind of sedimental lik wat zhenyu wld say...if i tink of gd things...i nv fail to giv a smile to it...but if i tink of bad things...i hav nv been able to release from it...at least not emotionally...

the feelin is lik being locked in a world w/o sound & sight...today i watched one the epi of bleach...dere is dis captain tt can use bunkai tt puts his oppo in a world w/o sight sound n smell...a world of total darkness...total fear...well i kinda feel lik tt at veri bad times...

well i shant continue on the feelin part...anyway being late sumtimes will coz u to regret...yet u cldnt do anything to change it in the first place...since u dun even no u r late for it...until u r oredi too late...den will u realise...u might tink wat the hell m i tokin abt...well...i m tokin abt fate...well i duno m i tinkin too muc or wat la...i seriously tink tt i m always late in fate...up till now at least...n bcoz of dis...i hav a lot of regrets...regrets tt not a simple sori or pai seh will do...coz nth will change the fact tt u r being late in fate...onli regrettin is left...

msg of the day:if onli i didnt hesitate to take the first step back den...
...den mayb things wldnt b the way dey r now.

juz a dream?

well...i juz woke up...hav been slpin for almost 9h liao...but still veri tired...duno y...i tink mayb coz of the tt veri veri long dream i had...weird thing is i still remember most of it...the dream stirs up a lot of feelins...tts y i decided to blog it...so c if u guys can giv mi any view on it...

ok...the front part of the dream was crap la...so i dun wan to bother to tok abt it...at the end dis male character chasin after a female character...for ur info...i cant realli figure out the identity of dis 2 characters...apparently...the female character is leavin the place...apparently its not singapore...so she is goin back to singapore...so the guy tired to chase after her...but was caught by sum other man...n locked up...by the time he escaped...the gal had been long gone...

but he still haven giv up on chasin...so he decided to go back to singapore to look for the gal...all along i was lookin at the whole scene as a third person...lik u c it as a movie...but from dis pt on... i "bcome" the guy...weird huh...haha...coz i escaped...so i had no shoes...so i hav to walk bare footed...painful sia... sum how can feel it...den sumhow i managed to get but to singapore...

den i arrived at dis flat...wich i dun remember comin b4...so i went up to the seventh floor...den i stand outside of the door...duno wat to do...(hu is in the house?)i decided not to do anything...n left...mayb this house is the house of sumone impt...n i will get to no in the future...hu noes tt person might b tt new YOUNG friend of mine...haha...anyways after i left...i went to her house...left a letter under the door...but sumone caught my hand from inside...so i quickly withdraw my hand n fled the scene...

well the dream cld hav continued...if not for my neighbours kids...woke mi up...the dreams seem a bit bits n pieces here n dere...i duno abt u guys...but to mi...if i can remember a dream to such extend...i feel tt dere muz b sum meanin to it...but o well...i cant figure it out...so wat abt u guys...
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msg of the day:is dis fate or trickery...

sianz

well...the time now is 1215am...suppose to b goin to bed liao...but after juz now blog at nhds...got a bit of tots flowin...plus...juz now after twin effect i came online to find nobody to tok to...quite disappointed although it made mi turn to my hw...so in a way its a gd thing la...so ya lor...

erm anyway...a lvl comin liao...wa...stress...prelim didnt do well...i seriously duno wat will happen to my grades after dis 1 mth or so...veri scared...but i m still not workin hard enuff...mayb i m juz not cut out for theory la...well i m a more hands on person...but seriously its not my choice to b jc either...i mean poly is hands on...but nth i realli lik...so no pt goin dere either...tt day heard sum of my friends tokin abt psychology in uni...in addition to the fact tt a lot ppl r "interested" in it...coz dey find it interestin n tink tt its the kind of course for dem...a lot of ppl r goin dere too coz the requirements r oso quite ezly met...to my best knowledge...u onli need a maths pass n 45 marks to quite safely secure a place dere...but wit all the competition...mayb 60 oso cant...sianz...

but o well...tts the future...i dare not tink so far...lookin at the present is scary enuff...now i onli can hope tt sumone has the key tt can start my engine again...izzit her? i mean she did start it once...once...haiz...
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24hrRu!
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well seriously i m veri fascinated by myself...juz now while i was doin hw...i cld listen to my fav tune...wich is wat is playin on the blog...sing to it...n at the same time reflect n tink abt the happenins tt happen to strike my mind...sum memories can b sweet...sum can b sad...n now it is makin mi feel empty n lonely...

i m always dere for others...but nv m i dere for myself...well i guess all humans r lik tt...sumtimes i realli need sumone to realli come n tok to mi n show sum concern...but i guess its hard...duno y...but juz hard...not sayin tt ppl ard mi dun show mi concern...but juz tt it juz doesnt fill up my emptiness...mayb i m too used to dis ppl concernin...tt i no longer "crave" for such concern...as for ppl hu suddenly show concern i might get wary...tinkin tt sth might b fishy...but ppl complainin is juz complainin...no need to specially come n show concern...coz it wld b diff...n in a way... it might not hav the effect i need...but anyway 10z in advance...i no dere r ppl out dere hu still cares...

well all i can say is i m not ezly satisfied emotionally...tts y i keep seekin emotionally relieve aves...but dey r so limited...n sadly bcoz of a lvl i hav shut out sum of the aves...haiz...if onli i cld find new aves...if onli...

msg of the day:time nv stops,tts y i hate it...