top 10 memories(up till now)

haven been writin quality stuff here for a while liao...but cant help it...keep gettin down...but i m tryin to pick myself up...anyways the other day i read wei hong blog...he wrote abt the 10 most valuable thing he possessed...i was quite inspired by his entry...but i dun realli hav muc of a top 10 items to tok abt...

i shall tok abt my top ten memories...no difference in rankin...coz watever i can tink of i write first...

1)her 16th birthday~although i m not her bf...but at least i made it a birthday she will remember...i felt happi enuff doin tt...although she is the past...i wun forget how muc i enjoyed it myself...i hope she will find her own happiness...all the best...

2)dance ORD~the day all the 13 of us sang tian gao di hou...tt day was so touchin...tt is the demostration of true friendship...although i feel tt we r not as close le...but to no dem its a blessin to mi oredi...dose times r one of the most happi times in my life...

3)sec1 ordeal~although it was scary...but it did giv mi a new perspective to life...i learned tt life is not to b taken for granted the hard way...tts y i wish to make my resurrection a worthy one...

4)sec4 graduation~dey may not b the closest ppl to mi...but dey were the healthy dose of relax from dance...when sumtimes dance got too stressful...a bit of 4/7 n sum MTG can realli take my mind off things...

5)A lvl results~although i didnt get a gd result...n coz mi to end up wit no uni at the moment...but at least it got mi to face the fact tt my life wld not always b so smooth goin...if i wanted sth i muz fight for it...

6)AUS study trip~2 weeks away from sg...i juz learn tt i m dose kind hu cant stay away long from home...feelin home sick is terrible ma...look at my phone bill u will no le...so as far as possible i hope i dun need to go overseas for long...home is the best...

7)NDP~it gives mi a preview abt how life as a teacher wld b lik...it can b tirin...but i bcomes rewardin when i c tt smile lit up on deir faces...it looks lik my journey towards education is inevitable...i hope i can make it dere...even next door will do fine for mi...

8)recievin of my gundam~although it may seem tt i m tryin to hint everyone to get it for mi...but i originally wanted to buy it for myself oredi...but o well...but i was realli veri touched to find out u guys actually bought it for mi...i juz hav to remind myself how lucky i m...

9)knowin abt my spine~of course i was devastated at first...but i wat else cld i do...i onli cld accept it...it has put a stop to my dangerous stunts...wich i m kinda sad abt...but at the same time it reminds mi tt sumtimes i hav to tink for myself...

10)all the fantasy tt my dreams n tv gives mi~although none of dem r reality...but gives mi a healthy dose of how to feel happi abt life...but of course need to remember tt it is not reality...but i cld always try to make it reality wat...haha...

as i wrote dis entry...i felt tt i m quite failure...coz i cldnt write smoothly...coz i cldnt tink of 10...either i m too picky over how i define as gd/meaningful memories or my life hav juz not been veri cong shi to start wit...summore the 10 r not all realli memories...but hu cares...i enjoyed writin dis entry...n i realli got mi tinkin...do i realli wan to live on lik tt...n keep a forever so depressin blog...ppl always say my entries r so depressin...i oso hope i can write sth happi to share wit everyone...haha...

anyway i hope dis entry can inspire sum of u to bcome more happi or even tink abt how u can b happier...juz lik wei hong's entry did...although not directly...but if i didnt read his entry i wun write dis entry...den i wun tink abt how my life has been so far...its a deep soul searchin n reflection on my past 19 years...
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at the same time i m writing dis entry...i was enjoyin my healthy dose of fantasy from tv...n oso smsin...n sumhow hope gave mi an idea to write a happi song...hmm...haven hav any idea though...but i hope can b sth lik the song for hai you ming tian...ling gan ling gan...

although dis is not the first song i m writin...but the previous one is not realli finished...so i tink if i get to complete dis song...it wld b officially the first song i write...so lets hope i m able to finish dis song...n i may juz publish it on my blog to share wit u guys...


msg of the day:if life seems sad, u may wan to take a step back n a deep breath to find tt u r missin out on the whole picture...it may b so breathe takin tt u wld b surprised...tink positive...=)