wat is happenin...

well...juz when i tot my luck is better oredi...more things happen...dis juz sucks man...

goin to byebye to my ah gong soon...haiz...although i not veri close wit him coz i stop goin to my grandparents house regularly at abt 6...but still i realli saddens mi to c how muc he has to suffer...den my ah ma oso...tt day when i visited dem...she seem veri pessimistic abt her life oso...i mean lik y lik tt...haiz...i tried to tok sense into her...but i dun tink it worked...

i no shen lao bing si is the path of nature...but timin cld nv b worse...everything is turnin mi into a zombie...even in orchard rd i walk as if i m a zombie...it juz reminds mi of tt essay i wrote in sec 4...alone in the crowd...i mean i cant help feelin lonely...coz its lik i feel helpless...n dere r sths tt ppl cant help one...

i was lucky to hav hope to support mi...till recently...i feel tt sth is wrong...but i duno wat...mayb i m been too sensitive...wich always gets mi into trouble...but sumhow sth juz feels wrong...
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hope...i duno whether u will b readin dis a not...but i no if u r...u will feel guilty n apologitic...

but u muz understand tt i will b fine as long as i no tt u r fine...at dis pt of time i dun expect tt u to help mi fight my probs...coz realli...u r not obliged...yet sths u still do...wich i m veri thankful for...

so if sth is wrong...pls tell mi...i no certain things u find it hard to put in words...or mayb u dun wish let mi no...but if can... i rather u share it wit mi...at least let mi share ur burden...i hav been dere n i hav done tt...mayb not the same situation...but back den how i wished tt sumone was dere to share my burden...n now tt u r here...u always shared mine...so i dun tink its too muc to ask to share urs back...

tt nite... i no i was been veri harsh wit my words...but the thing is wat u said to mi is sth tt nv crossed my mind...n it will not cross in the near future...i no where u r comin from...but i wan u to understand tt when i say i will always be dere...i always will...

msg of the day:readin a bk takes more den readin the words...