ambition

tt day by luck i got to watch a documentary on channel U...i tink the name of the show is called tou shi yan...i hav watched the show for a couple of times oredi...its quite a nice show to watch...enrichin i shld say...haha...

anyways tt days epi was abt the ambition of 8 youths+kids...dere was a mixture of dem...sum of deir ambitions were quite normal...but out of the 8... dere were sum veri outstandin ones...

the first one was a 10 year old kid who was a hardcore nature lover...haha...i mean realli veri power...i mean at dis age...he is oredi a volunteer nature walk guide...dam pro la...haha...dis was not as pro la...but den quite stunnin...

the second one was a 18 year old gal...who was a blogger...but wat is so special abt her is tt she blogs veri political entries targeting at the singapore govt system...despite her age...she portrayed a veri serious...

the third one was a 13-14 year old boy...he kana i tink is leukemia...den stop goin to sch for abt 1 n half years...he manage to fight it n survived up till today...

the forth one was another 19 year old gal...hu was the same batch as mi in jj...she has been workin together wit father at her fathers coffee stall since she grad from jc...didnt no tt she was this "kind" of person...as in sch she portrayed an image of a veri in person...always go out wit friends kind...but apparently not...she had a sad story to tell...although not tt sad...

but her crisis juz reminds mi again tt we shldnt take things for granted...and shld b more thankful for wat we hav...she had a choice of goin out wit her friends n hav fun...but she chose to stay back n help her father...n i oso remind mi tt shi qing wang wang bu shi wo men xiang xiang de na yang...

i duno y i blog abt the show almost...coz it occurs to mi tt... dis entry other den mayb the 4 person...the rest i didnt realli write sth worth readin...juz hav to urge to do so lor...
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"r u better off?u seem happier..."

hmm...dis was the qn...i wanted to say a loud YES...but paused to look at how things r now...i dun hav the confidence to say it...

"haha.yeah...mayb since now i dun need to worry abt u...but of course i still got other worries..."

now my mind is in a mess...i can no longer tell wats goin on...plus i mean once bitten twice shy...but den i juz cant control myself from doin the same crap again...i mean if everything goes alrite...den ok la...i wun hav anything to say...but den if thins flopped again...den it wld juz feel as if i threw a rock on my own toes...sianz...

i m startin to tink tt i m a freak for information...i feel so in the dark now...i mean i feel tt i no nth abt wats goin on...it feels kind of irritatin...but den the worse thing is tt i wun get to no...at least not for now...ba...

msg of the day:i wished i knew wat is goin on...