darkness

today is a normal sun...wake up eat play...den go c my grandfather...but on the way to dinner...suddenly got overwhelmed wit sadness...duno y...now as i write dis entry i feel better oredi...

lookin at the tots tt went thru my mind juz now...i tink i m juz afraid of the future ba...the uncharted territory tt is shrouded by darkness...n i realise recently tt more n more of us r feelin dis way...u guys might not say it...but i m sure u guys feel it...yes its normal...but den i duno...its not gd...is it?

well i guess if we were to b more confident abt ourselves...mayb we wun feel it as often...n not onli will we feel afraid...sumtimes we oso will feel empty...lost...for dose hu r attached...will u may still feel it at times one rite? i no i m in no position to say so since i m not attached... but i guessed as muc...

anyways so muc said...i realli wan to remind all my dear friends tt this kind of feelins has an ez method to get over...companionship...i no juz now i said tt ppl hu r attached may feel dis oso...well... even if we r by each other...if at tt pt of time u dun feel connected to the person even when u r side by side...sadness will draw u into tt overwhelmin darkness...i duno whether my dear readers no wat i m tokin abt...n i oso cant realli phrase it properly...

anyway back to my pt of usin companionship to cure it...well its abt the same as rubbin passion...juz tt dis is to rub away...tt dark patch...tok it out wit the person u feel most comfortable wit...it may not necessary b ur bf or gf...i mean i m sure sths u will feel relunctant to tok to dem abt...mayb coz u dun wan dam to worry...or mayb its coz its deir flaw tt u r willin to overlook but juz wan to complain abt...all sorts of things...

my pt of dis entry is y bottle urself up n suffer alone...n complain tt nobody cares for u n all...once u tok it out...ur darkness bcomes apparently onli loneliness onli...n once the light shines on it...u will feel all better...dun let urself get stuck in the well...stop fallin oredi...if u need a hand...i can reel u up...

remember our future may b bleak as it is...but den y whine abt how bad it is...instead we shld put our time n energy to tink of how to make it better...jia you ba my dear friends...now i oso hav to jia you too...haha...
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dere r mani things tt i m worried abt...tts y i dun dare to tink abt the future...but sumtimes i juz cant help it to take a peek of wat it may b...

i hav been thru a lot from where i was...n i hav seen even more from others lives...dere is no need to compare hus life is worse off or better off...everyone live deir own unique life...everyone has deir view of wat is sad n wats not...

when 2 solutions r place together...dere is onli 2 possiblities...either dere is a reaction or dere isnt...if dere is a reaction...dere is a reaction...if dere isnt a reaction...dere isnt a reaction...no matter how muc more of each solution u add...the result will still b same...

so if u ask mi whether izzit worth it to put the solution in the first place...den i will tell u if u dun try u will nv no...life is a gamble...i m willin to risk it again...if i succeed...i reap the product...if i fail...den juz start over again n tink abt another mixture...

life is juz lik tt...a game of trial n error...u juz hav to b able to endure the cost of startin n endin the experiment...love is such an interestin chemistry...

msg of the day:if tml nv comes, wld she no how muc i loved her...