good-bye days

well...look at the time of dis post...god...i finally finished the skin after struggling all nite...but of course wit the help of my ns buddy jin wei...

but anyways quite stubborn if u ask mi...i mean lik its lik almost 3am...n i hav to wake up at abt 9 latest...n yet i m still bloggin...tok abt being stubborn...but anyways i juz got the urge to complete the skin lor...n here it is...

i tink its abit overdone...coz i tryin out a lot of new techniques from photoshop wich i didnt use b4 in the previous skins...i personally lik the idea of the 3merged background colour...it helps mi beat the prob of havin to stick to white since the foreground trademark banner is based on white...but it wun b a prob from now on since i learned how to better blend it in...but i will not look as gd as on white tho...as yet...haha...
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well...mayb sum of u might no the meaning b4 the skin n the basically the theme of the whole blog...

i nv realli did tell anyone abt the whole story...at least not all of it...mostly coz it might b too ridiculous to blive in...but still i blive in it...but anyways its over...mayb it is...hu noes...haha...but during tt period of time it juz happen lik tt...poof...1 min i m in dere...next min i m out...

well i m juz mi...i do things is say do will do one...dere is no stoppin mi actually...sounds kinda asshole...especially if i ask for opinions n still end up the same...well we got to accept tt tts my shortcoming...haha...

listenin to th song as i type the entry realli digs mi deep...altho the song is more of a positive one...but still...haiz...i dun even no y things lik tt can happen...if dis is not it den dun make mi blive by showin mi stuff tt hav more meanin to wat tt meets the eye...or at least tts wat i tink...

altho it was onli a short 6mth uptill now...but still the impact is so big...so big tt i duno wat happen to mi...sum may hav realised...the things i say...the things i do...actually i m pretty disgusted by it comparin to how i wld look at things in the past...

lifes juz the way it is...but watever it is...i wan to blive...let mi blive...dun take away my dream...my hope in my dream...

msg of the day:do u blive in ur dream...i do...coz i saw hope...but its now gone...forever...