16 February 2007

its juz so magical...memories...

well...didnt expect myself to blog today...but i suddenly got an urge to blog...i will explain y later...

recently realli veri bz...wit chingay n UNI...i tink i realli veri stressed out liao...plus office juz increased my workin load...wat could b worse rite?it juz keeps comin...haha...

i made a big decision during dis gap...by now all shld no wat i did...i didnt regret my decision...but juz disappointed wit how it developed after i made the decision...but o well...its not within my control...

zhenyu was gone for 3 wks n now juz came back...n the most amazin thing is SHIN didnt realli go out...lol...but mostly bcoz of commitments...but well it was a gd way to save money la...but on the sad side...sth is seriously happenin to us...did anyone notice?or juz didnt tink tt anything cld b done...

my search for my stunt of the century is still to no avail...dam...its either too ex or its not to my ideal...i realli do not subsitute my stunt wit another alternative tt i hav juz hatched...but realli its veri hard...man...plus all the stress actin at mi now i realli duno how i managed to breathe...its juz so amazin...

my memory is startin to detioriate again...forgettin a lot of things...god...now i m goin to brainstorm sum stuff tt i need to do...or at least i wan to do...

Things to Blog:
Pay it forword(movie)
Five people you meet in heaven(book)
A time for dancing(book)
dance update

if i oredi blog on pay if forward pls let mi no...10z...

Things to Do:
continue on my song
blogskins(3-YUI, P.S I love you, for zhongyi)
elan
my stunt of the century

i tink tts all for today...not long but i guess its concise enuff to compensate...
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juz now i was packin thru my stuff...den i moved on to my personal cupboard...where i store all my memories...at least the physical ones...photos, letters, presents blah blah blah...

den i found the letters tt my p5 teacher wrote mi when she was studyin in NZ...its been more den a decade la...its so omg...emotions tt hit mi was realli indescribable...i duno how to say...but u guys may tink tt i m being super over...n i oso tink i m...i almost felt lik cryin...its so omg la...

ok juz for a bit of the content wich i found "interesting" dependin on how u look at it..."sam, you have a cute voice. Tts y i put u for tt role."ok i no its -_-...but come to tink of it i dun even no wat role it was la...lol...

memories r realli veri powerful...it realli can make up go to cloud nine...but of course it oso can rip u apart...juz lik when i heard may i love u on the radio juz now as i was bloggin...but none the less...i still leave aside the most space for it...

msg of the day:struggle prolongs denial

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