Taking a new flight

Duh! How can I be so dumb? I tuned my alarm on my handphone, but forgot to set the day. In the end, I woke up late. I wasn't late for DI cause I took a cab. Hmph...like it made a difference. Should had took a bus and take my time. Waste my money. zzz...

Maybe those who had read my previous entry would have noticed that I had changed my blogging style. Both language and layout. And also the...should I say unexpected entry? Well, I am going to ORD soon. And going on to adulthood(turning 21) soon, I guess I have been through a lot.

Its time to left the old me behind. Its actually very ironic, cause I think I always say the same thing. But, I always come back the same point. No matter what the problem was. I guess I always thought that I was up to it, was mature enough. I guess I don't understand enough, don't understand enough about everything including myself, yet.

Well, now I have come to a stage of life, a crossroad, where I can no longer find a song to relate to me well enough. Good-bye days on a very blur way says what my heart cries. But, its just not close enough.

I always had a story to tell. But, could never find an audience.

Sometimes I really don't know why I do what I do, I am just doing things, following my heart. There are times that it is right and also when it is wrong. But, who is to be the judge? But, I know for certain things, I know I do them for a reason.

I can be rich or poor, depending on how you look at things. Generosity don't come your pocket, but your heart.