I just don't understand...

Quite a lot of things happened since my last update. Well, most of the things actually happened last Sunday. The day was very sian to start with. I was on the bus thinking about stuff cause I can't sleep. At first, I was only thinking about how long I haven't been to the beach to destress and it somehow linked to hope. And like always I kept thinking about why things happened the way they. But, I think I will never get to find out the answer to all this questions. Maybe I don't have the guts find out or maybe I am too bothered by the possible consequences.

Luckily, I was able to throw away those thoughts with some help of encouraging words from a friend. But, things just had to get worse. I received a call from my brother's friend saying that he was knocked down by a bus. The accident got the whole family all worried. But, at least his fine, so its fine. He only suffers a hairline fracture at the back of his ear but from time to time he will experience giddy spells. Thanks for all the concerns you guys.

Anyway for people is interested to know what exactly happened, this is the story. My brother was walking along the pavement but there was some obstruction on the pavement obstructing his path. So, he decided to go round it via the road. But, only after he took a step onto the road he was knocked by the bus. Well, he was in the wrong also though.

Through this incident there were two things that warmed my heart. The first was that as the accident brought the family together. I was able to feel fatherly love from my father. It was something that wasn't there for a very long time. But, anyways I am beginning to accept my father better already.

The second is that there was an "ang moh" passer-by who witness the accident. He somehow manage to track down my brother, visited him and was willing to testify for my brother against the bus driver. He was really a man with heart of gold. He took the trouble to track down my brother and visited him with a lot of stuff. His kindness is beyond words. If only Singaporeans can be more like him.

That day was really very rough for me. But, at least it was a happy ending.

On a lighter note, today I went out with Meifang again. It's about 1 month since we met. Well, she said she needed to destress, so we met and had dinner. Well, at least I helped her destress and just now she called me to me about some stuff and at the same time thanked me for tonight. But, truth is I enjoyed the "date" myself too. Haha.

Well, I glad that at least I am back on the happy railway.

Good things never last, but I still wish they will.