Searching...Looking...for something...

Before I start to blog about today's topic, I shall touch on a bit of things that I forgot in the previous entry. As the title "Ideals are not always the best" suggests, ideals are not always the best way for things to be. But of course, we hardly ever get things to be ideal. So, I guess sometimes it might be a blessing in disguise? What you guys think?

A lot of you must be wondering why am I thinking in such a way. Well, firstly, ideals for everyone would differ when we look at the same thing. Let me give you an example. Imagine you really like this guy/girl. Naturally, your ideal for this situation will be for you to be able to be together with this person. But, your parents don't like him/her and uses your kinship to threaten you from being together with him/her. If you choose to follow your ideal, you not only strain your relationship with your parents, you also start a chain reaction of other things that may have positive/negative impacts in your life(Use your imagination). This is just a very simplified example not taking into consideration of a lot of things(Ceteris Paribus.Lol.). So, I guess ideals still boils down to perspective, which may be good for you but bad for me.

But then again, who decides what's best?

Now, back to the original topic of the day. Well, good mood is up and it feels good. Although, I am feeling very tired from unknown reasons, just can't seem to be able to charge myself up. But, all is well.=)

For the past week, I suddenly gave some thought to my future(As in my studies and path after army), maybe because I am constantly being ask about what I am going to do after army. Now, I am giving myself thoughts about taking counseling instead of psychology. But, I just can't seem to reach a conclusion of which should I choose.

Well, if you think at this point that this is the main point of this entry, then you are wrong. This is only one of the contributing factors along with some other events in the week that triggered a thinking process.

I am looking for something... A new meaning? A purpose? A reason? Or could it be someone?

Well, I am still searching...