A dream

I had a dream yesterday night. It seemed like an reenactment of what happened the other day, it just ended with that question. The question that I gave a very lousy reason to answer. It was only part of truth, part of truth which I really have no idea whether to reveal.

My heart stopped when you popped the question. I was really caught off guard. I told you it is only natural, but there was more to it. I don't know what will happen if I told you the truth. Maybe you already know the truth and was just testing me.

I don't know what I should tell you and what I should not. It takes effort to make things happen, but it takes more effort to make things not happen.

I don't know where I stand and where I should stand.