Messed up

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I am just not feeling fine(if that is the word to describe it). I just feel so disinterested in anything and everything. The mood that I am in nowadays, I myself can't understand(not that I ever had). I just feel so...so...broken and tired. Life is just not the same anymore. Change is constant, sad but true. There are things that will never change, but it might if the fuel runs out. How I wish you could just give me a tight slap and leave me...

Its a new year, but an old problem.

Something so familiar, yet I don't understand.
Things are just so messed up.