Need to let it go

I hear what I don't wish to hear.
I see what I don't wish to see.
I feel what I don't wish to feel.
Yet, I don't hear, see and feel what I wish.

My heart aches when I hear it.
Every word is but a dagger stabbed to the heart.
My mind shuts when I see it
Every moment is but a void warped in the mind.

I feel sad, my heart freezes.
I feel angry, my heart burns.
I feel disappointed, my heart aches.
I feel lost, my heart is no where to be found.


Life is fragile but shouldn't sad.
I should believe in my passion.
Hoping that this is not my destiny.
I will not let others decide my fate.

I will learn and improve, but not to please you.
I will earn what I deserve and be accomplished.
But, now I need to let it go.