Utterly Disappointed

Look at the time of this entry and you would know that this entry was written during working hours. First of all, I am on leave today and was supposed to be at Nan Hua now giving my leadership workshop. But, due to some unknown reason, the initial 11 ppl that expressed interest on Sun boil down to only 3. I still decided to continue, despite the number of turn-up. But, this morning when I was just about to leave house, I received a call saying that there are only 2 left and that 1 of them has to leave at 10. Naturally, I canceled the whole thing, because its totally no point anymore.

I was already very disappointed that guys are not interested. Now...I really don't know what to say. Furthermore, given the comparison this year with Crescent, it just makes me even more heart broken. I have no idea what happen to Nan Hua. Some people say its because they are not "ripe" yet, but how do you explain about the course last year with the current sec3s and even the current sec2 Crescent. I have already ordered for a "report" for the reason for the utterly poor turn-out.

Haiz...it just goes on to make reconsider again and again whether I should even bother anymore.

On a lighter note, I know some have realized that I have been blogging less. That's because of my exhausting job which just became even more exhausting on last Monday. So, now I come home too tired to think of what to blog about and only want to cherish the valuable time that I have to do what I enjoy more. Maybe I should take some pictures of my office desk when I am working. Its like a tornado just swept through. Lol. With the increased workload, I can't even afford to be listening to the radio where I get most of the my inspirations these days. So, I guess you guys can only expect less works of mine.

Till next time...