today 6.30 wake up...den mi n mao go clear the rubbish at the back...clear finish liao...dey tell us no need to clear one...-_-""...nvm...den go home change...den go help da esther n mt buy sum sth...den go dance lor...haha...helped to cari out sum games...
den during dance i developed a fever...one-off n rohan showed care n concern to my fever...10z a lot...n o ya... the dancers hu bothered to ask mi how m i feeling...i realli appreciate it lor...i especially wan to 10z mt n mao...mao u stood by mi all the time...n help mi got water...change water... n so muc so muc...10z brother...i realli appreciate it...n mt...u were so worried...i m so donged... wan to cry liao...haha...u n the rest of one-off even wanted to cum into the guys toliet to c wat happen to mi...tt shows how muc u care...u even lend mi ur towel...:'(...donged...n u later oso ask wen bing for hers too...n to the rest of one-off...i can tell u ppl realli care...for example...xiu was lik telling mi tt fruit juice can relief heat...haha...
den after tt we prac for the dedication item for mr low...den oso prac on the tian gao di hou...haha...had fun..i ask mr low help mi take a look at my injuried hand...den he say will take quite a long time to heal...since it is muscle la dao...sianz...
den at nite the dedication lor....veri fun...haha...shin best...haha...take care ppl...i will miss all of u...n especially jt...he goin off tml...i wish him all the best...he had been lik a brother to mi lik tt...i can always count on u for advice on things...from life to dance...10z a lot...its sad to c u go...but i guess dis is the way of life...take care...
den after everything we goin for supper...den i decided to throw away sth tt i wanted to giv her...since she doesnt wan it...but i dam stupid lor...the drain so big i miss it...n hit jiu rong's nose...sori hor jiu rong...haiz...stupid fool...i sux man...sianz...den i got worked up n started to hit everything wit my fist n leg...in the end i injuried myself...
den go clementi mac for supper...but onli bought a large cup of sprite...den i decided to take a cab n go home...coz my leg veri pain...veri hard to walk...
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24hr{S}a{E}:i had finally made my decision to giv up on her liao...haiz...jiu rong told mi tt i hav to b able to let go emotionally...n torturing myself wun help...i oso no...but i juz cant help it...sianz...during dis 254 days i hadnt been veri happi...according to mao...abt 60% of the time i m sad over dis thing...i no...i juz wan to say sori to ppl hu is affected my actions...n wan her to no tt although things didnt work out i m veri grateful to her oredi...coz she helped thru sum of the darkest time in life...10z...i hope tt she will b happi n find the guy of her dreams soon...
msg of the day:forgetting is impossible,letting go is the onli way...
~ Life has to end. Love doesn’t. ~
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