is dis the end

today is the last paper liao lor...haha...yeah...suppose to go bishan one lor...but den in the end nv go...haha... coz everyone nv bring money n deir decks...haha...den i wanted to help mao on his chem...den nv go lor...mao say his chem shld b able to get A1...den our efforts will b paid off lor...
i dun tink i will b goin for the first 3 months...scared?...wat if i cannot fit in...haiz...i no i lik tt veri pessimistic...but wat to do...so mani things to consider...juz hope tt the results r delightin...haha...pray hard lor...
den after tt go dance lor...sianz lor...although paper end le but still haiz...duno y lor...from today morning got bad feeling abt wat is goin to b her answer...den nth interesting happened la...den mi mt n mao decided to call our group ming xing dong wu yuan...haha...actually is i decide one...haha...craps...called ming xing dong yuan coz dey 2 got animal nicks...as for mi...duno leh...haha...
n o ya...today mr low dam angry...haiz...i duno wat is goin to happen to u guys n dance in the days down the road...hope things will turn out fine...
den after dance suppose to go eat dinner...den mt cannot go...den xiu oso nv go liao lor...haha...nvm lor...mao mi n mi bro go lor...
den reach home onli for less den 1/2h my bro kao bei mi over a stupid game thingy...sux sia...
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24hr{S}a{E}:juz now i was tokin to her on the phone...tok for abt 3h?...lik veri long hor...but den muz of the time is quiet one...no topic ba...(i hope u dun mind mi writing all dis)anyway as i was saying...i called to ask her out lor...but juz as my sixth sense told mi lor...she rejected...haiz...bo bian lor...dun go out lor...haiz...actually now i duno wat to do liao...do i continue...or giv up lik she says...is dis the end...i duno...but until i get an definite answer i will still b counting...but hey...at least we r still friends...
this paragraph is dedicated for u...i m realli happi tt i meet u...n hav a chance to b ur friend...although our relationship did not work out(bcoz it did not even start)...but still i wan to 10q for all the happiness u hav brought mi...when i m sad u r able to make mi happi...u ask mi how u did it...i oso dun realli no...u juz do lor...today actually i was rather hit by ur answer although i sort of expected it...but den still u made it turned out tt my spirits r rather lightened up...i m realli grateful for dis...10z again...i hope tt we will continue to mi great friends...i tink i dun say too muc la...coz i tink mayb writing a letter to u...hm...c first lor...if got inspiration den write lor...
msg of the day:u will always b part of my memory