dis is how i feel now

The greatest pain in life is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party... and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth neglects to invite you to her graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life, is not to die, but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend, just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you, is you.
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24hr{S}a{E}:this poem was taken from a email...it was written by a little girl hu committed suicide...i guess she didnt no wat to do to due wit her prob...tts y she ended her own life...i guess i m at the same spot as her...but i tink tt suicide is juz goin to hurt the others even more...n i blive tt the person hu coz u to do it will regret forever n will not b able to forgive himself or herself...so i dun blive in making sumone suffer to conpensate for my sufferings...but sumtimes it is not sth tt is of my control...do u tink tt i m such a reckless person...at times i admit i m...but its onli when i m blinded...i juz hope tt i m not blinded when suicide cums to my mind...
its hard to due wit ppl...its hard to help others due wit deir probs...its even harder to due wit ur own prob... i m realli stressed up other everything rite now...n juz tinking abt it is torturous...u might say juz dun tink abt it...but hav u tot tt u cant juz stop tinking abt it...even if u did it will juz cum back n haunt u...i feel tt the onli practical thing to do is to solve it instead of let it lie dere...easier said den done...wat can i do...i lack will power...courage...i duno if i cld face dis alone...but if not alone den wat...
i m grateful tt i can spend time wit my friends...it keeps mi off things...but dey cant b wit mi all the time...juz lik the lyrics from the song dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui...actually i hate the fact tt time flies...wun it b gd tt if time cld stop at the moment when u feel tt u r the happiest man or woman on earth...but the ugly truth wun allow it...so wat deres nth much tt we can do...cum to tink of it...i onli hav one sentence to say abt everything...
l靎?顂 s郿
msg of the day:if onli time cld stop at tt moment...