scary movie 3/new job

yesterday n today went for a new job...giv flyer for my tuition centre...onli 2 days onli...haha...den today last day liao lor...den the other job at my auntie factory oso end le...coz muz prepare for my jc first day wat...haha...actually is juz rest lor...
today oso watched scary movie 3...it is god dam lame sia...haha...haha...wan to roll on the floor sia...haha...veri stress relieving lor...not bad for a comedy la...i recommended it la...but NC-16...not everyone will get to watch...haha...
the pay i got from 2 jobs...i bought sum christmas gift n oso lotr 3in1 bk...a personal organiser bk...n 2 movies...one is scary movie 3 n the other one is treat my bro...haha...
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Kh!! !:haha...mao crap sia...say wat u no...wrong answer la...haha...ppl keep guessin n mayb one of u will get the answer...haha...not so easy de la...haha...anyway still not feelin better...as in emotionally...or shld i say i m in a lost...i tot i found my path liao...but it seems tt sumone destroyed the path n stopped mi from getting to the other side...duno la...will stay strong n face life lor...haha...but dere will still b times when i will b down lor...so dun b surprise when u c mi feelin down...i guess mayb life jiu shi zhe yang de la...
i guess i had oredi been thru a lot in dis short 4 years...i tink i hav been realli tortured a lot along the way...i had been thru sorrow, loniness, pain n mani other torturous experience...dere was a time when i was emotionally cheated...i was lied to times n times again...n the person until now still haven tell mi the truth...haiz... i duno wat to do wit tt person la...lik u all shld no...i hate ppl hu lie to mi especially if it involves my emotions...i can get veri emotional at times...so pls dun lie to mi... i rather u being blunt but frank...i feel better tt way...i realli dun lik it lor...
sum times i realli get emotional...but i juz cant cry...sumtimes is not tt i dun wan to...but i juz cant...mayb coz i told myself b4 tt i shldnt cry anymore...but sumtimes the occasion juz make mi wan to cry but cant... lik dance camp tt time.. i was veri sad tt everyone is leaving n all...n sth esle oso...but i juz cant cry lor...mayb my mind had been set tt way...but not long ago i was goin to sleep suddenly i felt tears from my eye...i was upset...i was sad...i was feelin sorrow...pain...left to weep in the dark...
m?#291;  ŧħέ d?#947;:left to weep in the dark