hm...life still lik tt lor...wake up in the morning...eat breakfast den wash up...den go work liao...den after work go home...play game or online lor...rather boring lor..veri plain i shld say...den its lik i lead a rather "numb" life lor...i tot i had recovered from everything but no...today i took 198 home...the journey was lik 1h+ lor...although in the morning i oso take 198 la but i always sleep...so nth will happen...so while i was taking the bus...it was raining outside...created a veri sad atmosphere...haiz...den isuddenly i tot of her...so i msged her...haha...
luckily she helped mi spend moz of the bus ride...but den after tt i realiesed how muc i was missing her...haiz...shi bai...suppose to b letting go yet still tinking...i was lik even recalling her looks n actions...lik psycho lik tt sia...haiz...i cant help it ok...but luckily i online n saw her...n her display was her photo...cool man...veri nice...haha...
but sad to say after today...i will back to "normal"...ya...the zombie one!...haiz...u all wun c it la...coz i dun tink u will hav the chance...but after i finish the job at the end of the month...i will still hav to handle dis issue lor...unless i get over it by den la...but its lik impossible?...i duno...life is so unpredictable...life is juz so different after i leave sec sch...now i dun get a chance to c her everyday...but it helps mi let go rite...mayb its fate ba...i duno...aiya...i always duno one la...
i still remember how i use to no a lot of things...i was full of life...i was helping ppl wit probs...giving inspirational things in my od...but now...either it depleted or i juz can no longer find tt energy liao...haiz...now i oso dun wan to tink to muc liao la...if not later cannot sleep den die sia...tml still hav to work leh...haha...cya...i will update soon la...tml?...duno(again)
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