alone

today went to cc...coz i wan to giv jolene tuition...common test cum liao wat...haha...den after tt go home lor...haha...
yesterday after the chi singing course...we stayed back abit to hav a mini karaoke session at LT2...haha...sh...den after tt go home slack lor...coz dey cannot decide wat to do wat...so bo bian lor...
sori the entry is brief...dun realli feel lik writin abt dose things...not significant wat...haha...realiese tt recently i haven being writing a lot... the entries all veri in constant...actually yesterday i wanted to write sth one...but coz a bit bad mood or shld i say sad so nv write...
well u c...the truth is hor yesterday...i wanted to go out...but juz cannot find anione to go out wit mi...sum got performance at istana park...sum got common test...n other reasons la...den was veri sad lor...found myself all alone...den i still didnt wan to go home...so i went to je walk walk on myself...haha...hoping to find anyone tt i no dere...but no luck...haiz...nvm lor...den i bo bian den go home lor...den go home slack a bit den sleep le...sianz sia...
den juz now online i realiese i hav 10-20 ppl online but i was onli tokin to one...sad rite...all lik no topic...duno wat to tok abt...if i started conversation it will b lik hi den stop...den realli veri sianz one lor...sth feels so lonely sia...tts y i dun lik to go home so early...go home duno do wat...online c noone...play game veri sianz...duno wat to do sia...haiz...
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24hr!:alone in a crowd...haiz...the feelin is so so so sucky...if i m not wrong dis qn i attempted in the o lvl or prelim...forgot wich one...anyway...sumtimes do u feel tt u r surrounded by tonnes of friends but yet u feel cold n alone...its lik dey r dere juz for the sake of being dere...its suc a sad thing...if u nv feel it b4 u shld go try it urself...u go out wit a group of friends...den i keep quiet n dun tok...if dey dun tok to n noone tok to den u will feel the kind of agony i m tokin abt...if u hav any friends in ur group tt is left out...its time to change his or her life...let him feel being part of the group...noone is born to b alone...mayb u haven realiese tt the person next to u is tt person...juz tt u haven realiese...especially to leaders of the group...u shld keep a lookout for suc a situation...its lik a form of responsiblity ba...well its onli wat i tink ba...i tink todays entry is veri crappy sia...ok le la...stop liao...if not i will go on forever...
m?#291;  ŧħέ d?#947;:feel the pain n agony of being alone...it sucks...