life goes on? 2

how r u ppl...its being a while since i wrote...haiz...life is getting from bad to worse...sori tt i nv write for so long...sum of u hu cares might wan to no wat has being goin on...well i didnt write anything bcoz one thing is tt i had sum prob wit my internet for abt a week...den oso i duno wat to write abt my sad life...
i feel tt writing wat happened today here is a bit redundant lor...after all its almost always the same la...i was sayin tt things r turning from bad to worse...i juz realiesed tt although i seem to b happier in jj but in actual fact its not true...i m onli happi when spending the time wit my friends...but at the same time i m juz puttin all my probs temporaily away...but the truth is tt dey r still dere lor...so wat to do...haiz...last time in nan hua at least dose hu no mi better can tok to mi...den i will muc better...now in jj all my best friends arent wit mi...rohan...illusions...4/7...dance...haiz...i realli missed u guys...although i still can c u guys around...but i is nv the same...i miss the gd old days...
i feel tt my life is lik still stuck at the period during the post o lvl period...except the part abt jj...sumtimes my og friends do relief sum of my stress though...but its veri sad...the whole og is lik driftin apart...the feelin is not lik wat it used to b...n one of dem is goin to withdraw soon...sum ppl say she isnt a gd person...sum say she changed...but still she is a realli veri nice person...i muz admit tt i my realli goin to miss her after she withdraws...haiz...
i made a promise sumway back in dec...to my friends...to myself...n her...i tried to forget n let go of all dose bad times...n other related stuff...well i hav little luck on tt...but at least things turn out better den wat it used to b...but still when i look back at dose times...its so sweet...but at the same time sad n hurting...haiz...if onli things didnt hav to go tt way...but its oredi over so deres nth tt i can do now...haiz...
now i m realli feelin veri emotional...i tink tts oso the reason i m writing dis now...haiz...
sori abt such a long entry...but i realli got so muc to say...if onli sumone could carri my burden or even "carry" mi lik sam did to frodo...haha...lame...not funi rite...haiz...
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24hr!:today i wan to use dis coloumn to 10 sum ppl...
first i wan to 10 sum of my class ppl...dis ppl r realli veri cute man...haha...dere was dis time when i was realli veri sick...but i still went to sch...den i got so irritated by my illness n the class...tt i shouted at dem rite infront of the teahcer...den after sch dey showed care n concern towards mi...n sum ask mi to chill down...sum asked mi wat happen...n the other time was yesterday...coz dere was a misunderstandin wich coz mi to riase my voice at sum of dem...den after tt i walked off...n dey tot i was angry...but i juz walked to get sth elsewhere...haha...den when i came back dey were lik apologising n things...later i realiese dere was even one of dem hu msg mi too...haha...cute ppl...10z...
second is one veri special person...she has been the nicest person to mi in jj...over the days i hav developed sum feelins for her...but i duno if dis feelin is lik dose kind of feelin towards my veri close friends... or bgr type...haiz...suggling to find out lor...but no matter how things turn out in the end...i will b contented enuff to hav a friend lik tt...its suc a blessin...haha...n to show my gratitude towards her...i gav her a lot of things yesterday...wich was valentine's day...hope she liked dem...
i oso wan to wish everyone happi valentine's day...for dose hu hav stead i wish ur love last forevermore...n dose hu hav a person in mind...jia you ba....;)
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