haiz...i duno wat to say la...but den tinkin of the past realli let mi taste sum of the sweetest moments i had...but at the same time i had been thru

ok things haven been realli goin the way i wan it to go...as usual...dis is so sianz...i feel tired everyday...do hw until so late...den no time to study...when the exam is onli next week...argh...haiz...wat to do...i chose to go dis way...i cant blame anyone...but things r not helpin lor...haiz...
i duno wat to do lor...i miss a lot of ppl...especially the dance ppl...when deir exam finish its my turn...wat the hell lor...dis is so sianz...i wan to c dem oso so xing ku...but today i made the rite choice to rush back...coz i feel better cing all my juniors...n dis is the first time all i cross said hi or bye to mi...so happi...felt great at tt moment...things better...now tt is one load of my mind...off to mug mug mug...haiz...sianz...
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24hr!:another load is a person...haiz...i realli duno wats wrong lor...she seems to b ignoring mi or sth...i duno...but mayb she is angry at mi for sum reason...or mayb other stuff lor...but wat ever it is i wish tt tt person cld juz tell mi lor...coz i m realli worried lor...u arent lik tt b4 the exams... even until the last few days of exams...but i duno y dis few days things change so drastically...i realli wan to no wats bothering u...at least let mi no...if its mi den i will stop botherin u...lik tt i no wat to do wat...den if its other things den i can help u wat...i m not worried bcoz dere is a possiblility tt i might b the coz...but i m worried bcoz i care...i realli do...its not bullshit when i say i dote u the most...u can try reflectin to the pass...how i treated u...so dun keep it to urself anymore...pls tell mi...pls pls pls...if i m the coz i will get rid of myself...if its other things den i can try to help u...even juz sharin might make u feel better...i tink i hav gave a lot of hints...u shld no tt hu m i tokin abt...i dun wan to mention hu coz if i m the coz it might coz sum unhappiness...if u r readin dis den pls tell mi wat happen...
m?#291;  ŧħέ d?#947;:worring abt u weakens my concentration even though exams is next week...