30 May 2004

bad nite

ok...today is realli not a gd day for mi...haiz...or rather i shld say is nite ba...
ok...dis was wat happen in the day...i was woken up by my bro...coz he wan to play the ps tt i borrowed from chee hao...coz i set it up in my rm wat...den i wake up he ask mi go my mother rm sleep...crap lor...haiz...nvm...den i wake up...den after lunch go cc...first one dere...a lot ppl late...mr low nv angry la...but he veri stressed...tok oso lik veri tired lik tt...summore he sick worz...hope he get well...actually i oso sick...one week liao...but common test wat...didnt care much...den after cc go home tt time i suddenly remembered tt the person is still angry at mi...at the same time i oso fa hua chi again...head full of her n tt person...argh...veri bad mood...wat shld i say...i realli miss the company of dis 2 ppl...i guess losin dem is sum sort of debt i m payin for previous sins...but i reallli reallli hope tt its onli tempo onli...
den after tt i came home to find tt my bro played the ps ever since i stepped out of the door at noon...non stop...den the ps was lik burning lor...crapz...den things didnt end dere...my mother start naggin the both of us for the non stop playin of com n ps...but pls lor...i juz came back for onli how long...suan le...den she keep complaining...she oso veri tired n stressed le...i feel so bad...haiz...den i c my bro report bk...again crap...average score...no A...lik tt how to survive...aiya heck la...its his future...if he doesnt bother den wat can i do...
den after tt i tot tt i can relief sum of the unhappiness by playin sum games...at first was doin fine...den afterwards...mao brought sum news...n i was rather affected...haiz...den after tt i off form liao... den kana scolded for noobish acts...haiz...sianz...den i even more bo song...den i dun play liao lor...tts y i am here now...
actually dis week is veri sad lor...exam stress...relations stress...argh...summore i tink i changed...realli changed...but for the bad...i tink i hav been influence by bad influence...haiz...is dere a pt of return? i sure hope so...haiz...
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