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today nth muc to do...den cum here write a entry lor...actually got thing do la...hw lor...but lazy to do...:Psianz sia...finally today can get a break...later goin to bed earlier...den usual at least...haha...juz now was playin war3...won 3-0...wa...so on form today...haha...so i dun tink i wan to play anymore today...later the streak gone den sad...haha...
anyway today main topic is abt tt anonymous note leaver...anyone hu reads dis line wld b askin wat bad stuff did tt person write rite...but its the oppo...the person has been visiting my od from time to time...n leavin veri sweet notes...but i duno hu the person is...i m realli keen on findin out hu tt person is...i wan to thank person sia...coz to mi every note her is a morale booster...trust mi dey mean a lot to mi...coz seriously veri little ppl visit my od...n onli dose hu realli cares wld bother to even visit...coz i dun update veri regularly...unlik in the past...
to the person...dun b pai seh or watever la...if u wld den do mi dis small favour...its not a lot wat...juz need to tell mi hu u r...i realli wan to thank u...but if u seriously determined to keep ur identity...den i cant do anything lor...but i wld realli appreciate it if u do mi dis favor...
anyway to the other readers...if u no mi den i urge u to leave a note too...let mi no tt u had been here...as for dose hu juz cum across my od...i oso wld b glad to hav ur note...i wld greatly appreciate it too...
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24hrRu!
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haiz...still trapped in the same web...haiz...veri fast hor...reachin the 3rd year liao...still stuck...she say its impossible betw us...but i wan to b hopeful abt it...but the situation doesnt seem veri gd leh...sianz...haiz...i tink we r driftin further n further liao...duno la...sumtimes lookin at her tok to everyone else except mi hurts mi a lot...but i keep remindin myself...tt as long as she is happi i contented enuff le...but izzit true...haiz...duno la...i veri luan now...things r not in focus...veri soon when tt day cums i will look back at all the memories...if onli things remained as it is back den...den mayb i wld not b so sad now...n i wld hav a veri gd friend to stand by mi when i feel low...but haiz...dere r so mani if onlis...but none can cum true...haiz...sumtimes i realli wish tt my life is more focused den it is now lor...sianz...i so pessimistic...sumtimes i wonder if i realli can make it to where i wan to b...
msg of e day:if onli sumone cld stand by mi...