28 January 2005

A lvl

anonymous...u dun wan to say ur name nvm...but u still ask mi to conc studies...how to...i m so distracted lor...i no its A lvl dis year...but i juz cant seem to get settled down...haiz...can sumbody cum n wake mi up...giv mi a gd scoldin...haiz...wat the hell is wrong wit mi man...haiz...wat is my purpose...juz to study get a job den lead a decent life? i realli duno...although i realli wan to meet my goal of takin psychology in uni...but i juz cant stand how things r movin...haiz...
i m realli realli realli scared...y u may ask...coz i realli duno wat is installed in the future...n i m afraid to find out...wa...i tink i goin crazy liao...wat if i dun make it... wat will i do...
i m realli veri confused...n i duno where i m goin...although i no wat i wan...but i dun tink i will get dere at dis rate...haiz...i feel lik cryin my heart out if it helps...WHY!WHY!WHY! ARGH...
today had a chat wit wei xuan...den i realise tt wat she said was quite true...she said sumtimes in our lives we muz tink lik a kid...lik tt our lives wun b so stressed...haiz...sianz...headache again...i tink i tink too muc again liao...haiz...
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24hrRu!
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anonymous...i dun understand wats wrong lor...y cant u juz tell mi hu u r...u shld no better to leave sumone wit a cliff hanger lor...especially when tt person is mi lor...i duno if u no a not la...everytime i start tinkin abt sth i will not put it down until its over...even if it means sacrificin things...mayb my studies...i m juz lik tt...she is rite...i m stubborn...n veri stubborn in fact...i duno la...u dun wan to say i oso cant do anything to u...but i realli hope tt u wld let mi hu u r...but watever it is...10z for visitin my od so regularly...if onli i no hu u r...haiz...
msg of e day:sumtimes we shld take a childish break...

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