caught in the middle

recently feel veri stressed up...seriously veri...haiz...had been rather rude when tokin to my mum...haiz...feel so bad...but she oso veri sway la...everytime she call mi is when i dun feel lik tokin tt time...dis few days realli veri sianz...dun feel lik doin anything...i feel tt its such a drag tt i still hav to go to jj for lessons...haiz...sianz...

i duno wats worse la...u all tell mi la...havin ur father not happi wit u but onli no how to put pressure on ur mum...n ur mum being veri understandin...but being caught in the middle...veri poor thing rite...haiz...i seriously wished tt i cld do sth abt it...haiz...

or do u all tink tt to hav the gal tt u luv so muc to b irritated by ur style of doin things n gettin frustrated...it hurts so muc...haiz...juz when i tot tt i was gettin over her...i get dis feelin...feelin hurt...haiz...sianz...

so u all tell mi la...i realli duno...i tink tt its too muc for mi to take in a day...haiz...
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i duno how muc longer i can take dis lor...i haven being feelin lik myself for a while... i dun lik dis way of livin life lor...i feel tt i m so fake...everyday go out wit a mask on my face... i wan to get over the days of actin oredi...i realli do...haiz...i tink i reachin my limit liao...i scare tt i might no longer b able to control myself n explode...haiz...i realli dun wan to explode one...i dun wan to hurt anyone in the process...

i feel so...i feel so...depressed rite now...i wan to release it out...let it out...but i juz cant seem to b able to do it...WATS WRONG WIT MI...ARGH!! can anyone help mi a not plz...i tink realli cant take it anymore...plz help mi...........................

msg of the day:y was i rescued??


P.S: anyway regardin the navigation of dis blog...dere r "2 pg" in dis blog...basically "blog" n "navigation"..."blog" obviously will show u all the entries... n "navigation will show u all the "stuff" eg abt mi, name, age, chatterbox etc...dis 2 "links will b found at the bottom left hand corner of the entry box...whereby "blog" is on top n "navigation" is below...juz click on the one u wan to c...hav fun readin...