03 May 2005

enlightenment

erm...a few days since tt day...but after tt day i was rather lucky...things i say mostly come true n all...:) haha...basically...i hav been enlightenment regardin certain things abt life...hav a brand new goal,direction, perspective...new everything...:) i guess my gd luck tt was mentioned in "qian" is coming true liao...haha...i m such a happi person now...coz i realli lik the changes goin on...

life hav been magical ever since things hav changed ard here...i will cherish wat i hav now n try persue my goals slow n steady...yeah...take things slowly...i guess i hav realli changed into a better person...or rather mayb the gd old sam is back ba...:) nono...i m not tt old happi go lucky sam....i m the brand new happi but not go lucky...coz things tt we wan muz b persued...yeah...tts it...

but i got to admit...all dis time b4 all dis changes take place ard here...my tinkin is so blinded...everyday is cloudy...but now its diff...everyday is a special day...i feel so blessed...mani probs tt i hav been worried abt has come to an end...family cca....blah blah...now i can look at life back den n laugh at silly moments...sumtimes finish though...but dose r the past...i shall let dere stay bhind mi...but if the person hu was holdin a special place in my heart durin dis whole 3 years...plz dun tink tt all dis unhappiness or cloudy days r brought by u...i wan u to no tt...if not bcoz of u mayb it wld hav been worse...so u wun b forgotten...i will continue to remember u...juz hope tt things will resume as it was 3 years ago...

o ya... i musnt forget to thank dose standin by mi...:) i my such a fortunate person to b surrounded by all dis wonderful ppl...realli appreciate it... one of dis days i m goin to do another mass testimonials for everyone i hold dear...

finally enlightenment is once again in hand...but i will not stop dere...i will pass dis enlightenment n the happiness tt it comes wit down to other ppl ard mi...:)
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24hrRu!
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life is beautiful...all dis wonderful changes is oso coz of ur contributions...it wun b as wonderful w/o ur enterance...i juz wan to say a proper thank you to u for all tt u hav brought along...though u may not hav done anything...but its juz the way of nature tt god has attached an aura of happiness to u...wich spreads to everyone u meet...well tts my tinkin...sum day i will do all the proper thank you to you :) to mi u had oredi held a special position in my life...i duno how u truely feel abt mi... but i aint goin to push things...i hav make too mani mistakes in my life tt i regret...i dun wan to giv dis chance amiss again...so i will juz let things take its course...if things were meant to b...it will surely b...:)

msg of the day:if wat u said was a dream,i wish i will nv wake up from it...(to 'her' hu once held tt special position)

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