28 April 2005

sway day

wa...wats wrong wit mi today sia...seriously bad day sia...mornin mr lee bomb mi wit a unreasonable demand...den afternoon once again bomb mi...lik wtf la...sianz...den nvm...den the whole afternoon try to relaxed...alrite la...but still feelin veri blue...den juz now wan i wan to start to do my work i realise its still wit deanic...lik wtf la...now i cant do it liao...tml mornin hav to go sch copi...sianz...nth went rite today...i duno wats goin to happen for the rest of the nite...i juz hope tt its nth sucky...coz i m oredi veri stressed up now...i realli duno wat to say la...y does dis hav to haven...

juz when i wan to start get workin...all the other elements seems juz to hav sum comment abt it...den always go against my will...i mean lik wats wrong wit being hard workin...does it mean i m not meant to b hardworkin...its seem tt mi being hardworkin had juz bcome the hot topic...n its lik sum sort of phenomenone lik tt...y muz ppl look at mi wit tt kind of eyes...i m so fed up...ah...haiz...i realli duno wat to say la...
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24hrRu!
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juz now my mother come n ask mi sth abt tml nite...i dun mean to b rude la...i juz tok to her lik i wan her to go away quickly...i duno y la...but its either now she is no longer sensitive to wat i tink...n haven realise tt i m havin a hard time wit all my work...seriously speakin its been a while i had a chat wit her...sum of u might say y dun i initate by takin the initiative...i duno y...i juz cant do it...

sumtimes when u need to tok...yet u cant find sumone to tok to...n when u dun feel lik tokin abt it...ppl juz keep probin...i guess dis is juz the way tt the world works...today when i come home...i inevitablely reminded myself of my lonely past...though i no longer regard myself as lonely...but sumtimes its juz bcoz of dis kind of moments...i duno y i bother...haiz...

msg of the day:when nth goes ur way...juz take a break n relax...

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