brothers/life

well...i hav been away for almost a week...at pre u sem...doin first aid duty...n i got 2 conclusions...the first one is ppl nowadays r so weak...a while den sick le...veri lousy...but sadly i myself oso got a bit sick...but lucky onli for lik a few h...coz i took gd care of myself...:P the second thing is tt sum teachers r so not mature la...i dun wan to elaborate more...save some face for the rest of the teachers tt r not involved...so ya la...

while i was away...i guess quite a lot of things happened tt might require my attention...well so sori cldnt b ard...i duno wat more to say la...but den mani things happened in dis short 5 days...at the sem itself n oso back here...i had learned a lot of things at the sem la...abt life tt is...i m exposed to more kinds of personality...learned to c things from new perspective...mani mani more...but at the same time i was reminded of my weakness...haiz...keep forgettin...muz change...

recently help so mani ppl wit deir probs...analysed so mani things...tink of solutions to probs...wa...my brain realli exhausted by all dis le...now tink abt things...abt clouded liao...cant realli tink properly...the things tt i say is always the same...den the solutions i tink is lik not veri effective one...duno la...muz do sum refreshin liao...
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well...i read zhenyu lastest blog entry liao...well i totally agree wit him man...well its true...we all realli hav gone thru mani shit...tinkin back givs a lot of memories...dis is the 6th year since we knew each other...we hav realli gone thru a lot of thick n thin sia...i realli feel veri strongly for dis ppl...i m sure i speak for the rest...come to tink of it...its realli a miracle...for mi at least...its veri personal...but well i guess i nv mention dis b4 in detail...but i guess i might b better in expressin how i feel now...

if u all got read the shin entry...den mayb u all well c sum familar contents...well lik i said b4...i last time veri little friends... all onli ok ok friend... dun hav ppl lik dem hu can share my probs...so i always try to attract attention lor... den it was rather the same situation in sec sch lor...den i manage to make sum gd friends in dance...zhi yan mao rong daryl...den we formed rohan...den after tt i become the chairman...sum of the shin ppl started to dun lik mi...sumtimes bcoz of my decisions... n other stuff oso...things was the worse betw mi n kw...coz he oso exco wat...den the way he do things is totally diff from my style one lor...so had a lot of clashes...

but the most amazin thing is tt after we grad we all bcome veri gd friends...its realli hard to blive we were once loggerheads...i guess we all got matured...i valued the brotherhood we hav in each other...i mean lik shin has even gone thru being enemies...den wat more did we not go thru sia...our brotherhood is wat i realli call pure...its realli sth not everyone gets to exp...sum may say army u may get to make such friends...but pls stop to tink for a while...how old r army ppl...18-21 lik tt leh...means tt deir tinkin is muc more reserved den dey wld b when dey r students...so i dun tink dis kind of brotherhood wld b 100% pure...n trust mi i hav real life eg to prove tt...but i wun say it here...

i guess the bond is so strong tt i dun tink anything can break it lor...even if u heat us under reflux(chem)...lol...lame...:P but realli lor...i dun anything can break us a part...our brotherhood is here to start...although it is true tt sum of us hav a bit of unhappiness wit each other...but den we wld still regard each other as brothers...coz we no tt one day we will realise how childish we r...n by den our bond wld hav grown even stronger...realli...

i duno abt the rest of dem...n i dun dare to say dis for dem...but i guess if faced wit a life threatenin situation...eg car comin or bullet...i wld block it for dem(i will block it too if dey were my luv ones eg family,gf,mei,blah blah blah)...sum of u might tink i m onli sayin bull shit...but blive it or not i will...i no dis is veri extreme...but hey...dis r the ppl tt saved my life tt we r tokin abt...not sum tom dick or harry lor(no offense harry)...i guess my bond to dem is the most special one...serious...coz mine bears the contract of death...

so i realli value everyone of dem...no matter where dey r now...realli...n i m sure i speak the same for the rest of dem...tts y zhenyu dun lik ppl anyhow say brother...mi neither...juz tink back...r u sure u all deserve to call each other brothers...how muc hav u all been thru...so pls dun abuse the word...but den i realli hope dose ppl hu r abusin the word now...can change tt...not stop callin brother...but realli treat the person as a brother...not say say onli...giv it a tot...

"From the day we locked our hands together to protect what we believe in, till the end of the world. We shall be known as brothers.From the day we charge in the same direction towards our goal, till it is achieve. We shall be known as brothers. But, for we are 13 special individuals, we shall not only be known as only brothers, instead we shall rock on as SHIN-13."
by [Shin-13]Sam