lonely nitez

well...recently veri bored la...durin the holiday everyday study study...so sianz...den after tt...everyday slack...haiz...life is lik so aimless sia...boo...

juz now actually wan to watch 9 5 zhi jun one...but my father watchin...worse part is...he was slpin la...XP so cant watch lor...sianz...left 4 epi onli...well i hav to say tt basically the parts abt the show tt i cld learn things from is more or less over le...since the epi left is all abt da xia n his 2 zha bo...romance la basically...but i still hooked...i will elaborate dis in the next section...

prelims in another abt 76 days...haiz...duno y leh...lik still not in the studyin mood...i muz realli find tt studious side of mi sia...if not A lvl sure die one...until now onli get back chem mcq paper...26/40...not bad la...but a lot is by luck one...realli...not kiddin...so no big deal realli...but from the looks of things...chem still got hope la...as for the others...i dare not tink yet...lets juz wait for the results...

the other day i was chattin wit a friend...in the conversation i keep sayin lik humans dis humans tt...its as if i m not human lik tt...wat i m tryin to say is...sumtimes i tink too muc la...realli...tts wat i tink la...but den hor...if i dun tink den not mi le...but thing is...humans in the world now compared to ppl in the past realli got a lot of things to comment abt...cant help it...

but i was tinkin if everyone cld lik slow down deir paces n tink abt wat has been happenin mayb more correct things cld b done...n less wrong things wld b commited...but den again...i tink dis is wat ppl call a ideal but impossible scenerio...n oso if everyone so reflective...den ppl lik mi wld hav nth to tok abt le...n my blog wld b so empty...haha...

ok la...lame....actually after writin so muc i tink i hav juz produced 2 para of crap...haha...duno la...now brain lik veri clogged up...sumone clear it up plz...
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ok la recently i hav nth to do at nite la...ok la not nth to do la...coz i cld use the time to study wat...so basically i hav a lot of time to sit down n tink abt all sorts of nonsense...my mine juz run wild wit crazy things related wit wat i was lookin at or doin...eg tv...

so i hav tot thru a lot of things...well mostly nonsense...worse thing is i cant seem to recall wat i was tinkin abt...except for one thing...basically i hav been watchin 9 5 zhi jun dis few nites...so its lik the romance is lik touchin mi la...(c the link from juz now)ya i no...not mani guys can feel such stuff...but the fact is i do...so i sum way u can say tt i dun lik romance...coz dey juz make mi anyhow tink...wich might juz make mi mix up virtual n reality...sumtimes i m so confused tt i duno wats real wats not...lik now...my judgements r lik so clouded...

haiz...feel so lonely...y muz society b so harsh..y muz pace of life b so fast...so mani y's...haiz...where r u...

msg of the day:virtual n reality is onli divided by a fine line...