hey its my birthday

juz celebrated my birthday the usual ppl until wee hours in the mornin...realli enjoyed myself...i had a little bit of everything...its lik a all in 1 package...so yeah...i liked it...den the gift...wa...altho i oredi no b4 hand la...but still gan dong ren shen lor...even my parents didnt giv mi such a expensive gift b4...ya la...its shared la...but i still say...its the tot tt counts...realli veri gan dong...10z guys for fufilin my 10 year dream...actually i was goin to buy it myself today one...but its juz so diff when its bought by u guys...it juz adds to the desire to possess it...increasin its value in my heart...omg...haha...

anyway...i wan to 10 those hu had come to the party...not a veri party party...sori ar...but still 10z for ur attendance and bday wishes...i oso wan to specially 10q dose in the plannin commitee...each one helpin to plan n do diff things...kw daryl jun cheng n mei fang...n esp ZHENYU...realli 10z man...he ar...dam nice...i duno wat to say la...but hey zhenyu initially dere was a agreement abt dis years bday...but i guess u forgot...or u juz tink tt u dun wan to take tt risk...wichever the case...still 10z ppl...

dis is the kind of event tt juz makes mi wan to make the next bday better...daryl...urs comin up...n ya...ur gift...haha...;P
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sumtimes being ignorant is better...mt shld b abt to relate to dis part better...

its no fun to no the endin b4 u even finish the prologue of a bk...it juz forces u to go search for new bks...but due the contrains...ur amt of bks can onli b dis amt onli...so wat can we do...do we continue to read the bk altho we no the endin...worse still if the endin u no is veri lame n sucky...ha...i guess sumtimes we juz dun hav the choice ba...haiz...choice again...

lookin at a sphere...i c black...darkness...i feel sad...but i no deres white on the other side...so do i walk over to the white side or do i stay here on the black side...yes its choice again...but it juz cant b helped...coz the black juz sumhow stones u to the spot...not allowin u to move...its lik a metal ball chain to my feet...is my will power stronger den the strongest metal?

i duno wat funni tricks u wan to pull...but if u goin to b a coward doin tt den i got nth to say abt u...r u tryin to tell mi tt its sth tt cant c the light...n pls dun tok abt being afraid of hurtin others feelins if u dun mean wat u say...yes all i say r base on ungrounded assumption...but i dun care whether i m correct a not...coz i can no longer b bothered...furthermore i hav decided to go on a journey...things has been packed...i m leavin...so i tink dis issue shld no longer concern mi...u can hav the whole pie...i dun wan to fight over it...u r not worth my time...coz i dun c u as a man...btw dun choke...

PS: ppl readin...pls dun try to guess the person i m tokin abt...coz "she" is not our league...given the fact tt ppl hu reads dis r ppl mostly from nanhua...so dun tink u guys wld no "her" n wat happen...=)but 10z...coz its the tot tt counts...

msg of the day:in dota...greedy ppl feed...